A Dream or Not A Dream... · 1:39am May 4th, 2022
...That is the question.
I have felt as though all my happiness and joy and love has been a lovely dream. And if it is, then I don't wanna wake up. Maybe it could be because I've never felt this kind of true happiness and joy before? This is such a strange but lovely feeling. I never want it to end.
Oh, to awake with a partner in my arms, with sunshine flowing through the curtains. We'll giggle a little, kiss one another, and lay a while longer, snuggling closely. And to do it all as a woman, that is my dream. To do it comfortable with myself and the world around me, that is what I want. I cannot wait until I can begin my true journey. I may be learning to swim now, but soon enough, I'll be doing backstrokes and butterfly kicks in the water. I cannot wait for those years. I feel a warmth in my bosom as I feel my true self come forth, and I know who I am. I'm beginning to think I am biromantic, and possibly even bisexual. I met a wonderful fem boy who is pan and I just,,, aieeee he was so cuteee, and his voice while it was deep was so lilting and felt like a melody in my ears. He wore a beautiful white knitted sweater, and he was just so cute. The little tuft of curly hair atop his head... I feel like I could fly.
Enough ranting and being funky sappy hahaha, I'm feeling absolutely fantastic right now, since most of my stress from school is gone away. I will miss my friends over the summer. But, nevertheless, I wish to create new friendships and go out more often. I cannot wait for these glorious days of loving and living life. I want to hold a feminine figure of a person, be they nb, trans, cis male or female, I just... there's something comforting about it all. I feel like I'm actually free. I AM free. And as long as I hold that truth to my heart, I always will be.
First off, love that you’re embracing yourself. At least for now. Also, femboys are very cool, don’t blame you for that one.
Unrelated, but there’s also something very poetic about the way this blog post is written.
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Well, I have been told many a time I have a way with words, haha
Yay, you're sounding happy again! Always try to stay positive and follow your heart.
Sorta kinda wondering whether I can shorten Felicity to something else or what you'd prefer me to call you, but please don't mind me being awkward and not knowing how to phrase these things. Also, you have an amazing talent with choosing just the right words that I'm ever so slightly envious of. Just thought I'd say.5655289
Oh you can call me Vee for short xD
And yes Ik Ik, I am quite the wordsmith
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Ok, Vee. 🙃