Yeah, nothing too exciting.
) And wanted to know if anyone wants to collab.
I... HATE... MY LITTLE PONY... But that is not all... · 5:41am Feb 21st, 2022
So this is not a clickbait, this is a small rant that I need to get out before I can dish out my next story.
For the last... two years, I have been saying that next year or the year after would be my last here on Fimfiction and it hasn't happened and I hate it because of MLP.
I hate it with a passion because of how much of a substantial and amazing part of my life was deticated to this show. I hate knowing that it has brought out the best in me and how it was the reason I continued to live my life without needing to end it.
I hate knowing that the amazing stories ive read and created here... are my most sought after on here and other websites I post it. But most of all, I hate knowing that I can't leave it because it makes me feel the need to finish these stories.
I never want to blame anyone here or elsewhere that I am being forced or bugged or bother to continue this. I get happy comments on it to continue and to do my best. And for a decade now, I hated that it is the only stories I can focus on that have brought the best out of me.
Most of this seems... stupid or greedy or some other fancy word you can throw in here, but the truth it, I hate and I LOVE that this fandom has been going on for me. I feel comfortable with the ratings, the comments, the PM and more. Compared to other sites I write on like Archive of our own, Sofurry or Furaffinity, this is the most comfortable site to post my work on.
Now, my rant here is also has to include the fact that I hate writing about ponies since its nothing but it on here. Yes, I know MLP site and uneeded random choice of negativity but, its also a site where I could work on my main focus and that is dragons. I have emphasized that its difficult for me to write pony based stories and focused more on Spike and other dragons.
The Reign of Survival and As from Pony To being a Dragon, I meant for those to be so far away from ponies that they are almost forgotten. They will be the last stories I write on here. IF YOU SEE ANY OF THOSE CHAPTERS UPDATED... that means that is my end. those are my stories that I will finish off here. Thats why I haven;t updated them. They are meant to be the shackles I can break to leave here.
The phrase that you love something so much that you can hate it... no longer seemed like a stupid quote to me or song lyric and now, I cry happily because I hate that this is in my life but also the love I have for it so amazing. Everyone here who has supported me has been amazing! I can't stress how Ive stressed about leaving anything without updating for so long. Im distracted by video games but when I play, I hate knowing that I can add something to the next chapter of whatever and it will be there and added. I cry in anger because I did not work on it on my days or weekends off but work on it on break and lunch times at work.
The annoyance it not enough time there but its when Im working that I know how to work the next chapter, the one after or add in new dialoge and such. But at home, its a pain in the ass.
.... The only thing left to add to this rant and hate/love for the series is that it is still an amazing ride but I need to get off now. I am not watching G5 because I want to leave it all back. I am not doing any more pony stories(I think) after Dusk Shine vs Four Villianesses... Maybe one-shots or commissions, but never anything else.
My dragon stories will have less pony interactions from here on out. Whether its Spike, Ember or OC dragons that I list on having, ponies will be far and few as the main characters.
I would like to thank all who have stuck for me and my stories. Those that ive completed, unfortunate for the ones that I couldn;t and hoping that many can stick to the end. I beg that this is the last year for me, I truely mean it. If nothing is done, I am sorry but I can't stick to this. My goal is, finish the shorter ones first then focus on the longer ones. Then go from there.
March 12 2012 was the day I created my account here and in two weeks, it will be a solid decade that Ive been here.
Thank you all for giving me the love and pushing it into my mind on what the power of Friendship could do. Even if we never see face to face, eye to eye, but I am glad to be here with many of you for keeping me as your author.
................................ Okay.
feeling trapped like that definitely sounds horrible. One i couldn't really even say i know what to really say.
Well, if you focus less on ponies and more on the neglected dragons like spike, ember, and whatnot. nothing wrong with that. Many will love that. Ultimately, do what at this point gives you peace of mind.
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Glad you think that but just hope this doesn't affect my followers/ readers
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I do hope that, but i understand if both can't be achieved sadly.
This was suprisingly deep and understandable in a way that it's difficult for me to even think about it properly. I've only had my account on this site for about 2 years or so, but I understand what you mean already. The reason I joined this site was not because of the show itself, but rather the fandom and following it managed to create. There are so many good stories on this site and even after the show is over, new people (like me) are still joining and even reading or creating stories of their own.
I understand what you mean by loving something so much that you hate it. I'm the type of person that when I find something interesting, I have a difficult time on focusing on anything else but the thing that's caught my attention. Pokemon, Shin Megami Tensei, Warhammer 40k, Hunter x Hunter and My Little Pony are all things I've grown to love in an near unhealthy way through my life.
Hope to see you finish your stories because so far, the ones I've read so far have all been enjoyable and a wild ride of entertainment.
Sorry u feel that way but u still got all your follows who r with u 100% that got your back
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
Good luck I hope you will find your own happiness😊😁
What stories do you write on Archive of our own? What's your profile name?
I only joined this site to look for SpikeXEmber stories because they are so rare, especially good or even at least decent. (P.S. Your stories are the best of those I have found.)
Same here you make amazing stories of SpikexEmber
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Thanks, i do wish to write more on them.