Apologies And Thank You. · 11:22pm Jan 9th, 2021
Oi, I've had time to collect my thoughts.
I nearly felt as if I was about to lose it this morning, but of course I simply took a few steps back to calm my soul.
I just wanted to apologise if I came off rude or crass, I've just been under pressure recently.
We all have those points where our actions will define us, I'm just thankful for all my friends here backing me up.
Ty, for the kind words and patient attitude with me.
It totally means the world to me.
You guys here are sort of like my family.
I know it sounds corny, but my irl family just really doesn't treat me with half the love and support i get from people here, just from the bottom of my heart.... Thank you all.
I pray you each will be safe and happy.
Again I just wanted to apologise.
Also Happy Birthday to my boyfriend , Kobe!
A true sweetheart and wonderful man!
Welcome to the 20 club sweetie!
We're here for you, Forgetful. Happy or sad, we'll stick by your side, as that's what friends are for.
It’s ok Forgetful
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You said it. You need a shoulder to cry on, or just someone to talk to, we're here.
Awww, that last part made me smile hard. Thankies, boo!
No harm done, love. Everyone goes through it all, I'm just super grateful that you're safe out there.
Just always remember that people do love you, (no one shall top my love for you!) and that you're totally worth having around. A true, special angel that can do great things in this cray cray world. I and my family are here for you and await to meet you personally. 😌
I love you, boo! Now and forever!
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I know.
I'm beyond thankful for every meeting here, it's a reason to continue smiling.
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Thank you, all.
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Thanks to you. You've been there for all of us as well.
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I try to make time for all those I love, even if sometimes I feel a tad distant.
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That's OK.
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I just don't like when I feel like I'm about to break, I tend to snap at people or talk more crass.
It in my heart just feels rude, so I wanted people to know I'm beyond sorry.
Idk, my heart is guided by politeness, lol.
Hope all is well.
And that you're safe, my friend.
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Thank you, Blue.
You're a good soul.
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I'm going to.
Maybe in a few days I'll regain some pep.
Right now, I'm oddly numb.
But keeping my faith that things improve.
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Thanks, and same.
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I will soon I promise, as long as I have my friends.
But sometimes we all just need a good cry.
I'm Okies though.
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Pinkie promise.
There’s nothing to apologize for. You were angry and ergo you had every right to be. Most of the time, we say or do things when we are angry but most of the time half of what we say we don’t really mean. Life in general can be frustrating, especially with family in this case. Most of us deal with our families differently than others, but we understand how that situation feels (Even for those with less experience).
Just because your family does not love you like they would in stories or movies, does not mean no one loves you just the same. You have friends here, and a young man just reaching adulthood who represents the key to your heart. We are all here for you and there’s always people you can trust (Even if we never meet face to face).
Faith can carry you at a decent pace, but sometimes you have to learn some things (People especially) are beyond hope. All you can do is be the best self you and you alone can be. Do this and you’ll always stay on that one trail to your own happiness.
And the sooner you accept the truth, the sooner you can free yourself and live your own life.
I only just saw that blog post. Honestly, it's fine. Everypony has to rant every so often. Hide behind a rock, do your whole Nirik-set-stuff-on-fire thing, and you feel a lot better. I can understand why you were annoyed. I just hope you're ok now.
okay
To give what will probably be an unpopular opinion... I don't believe it's necessarily a good thing that Fimfic is like your family.
It's common nowadays for people to deal with their real life problems by escaping to online communities. The issue is that the real life problems aren't actually being solved then. Someone escaping to the internet short-term to regain their composure is fine, but if that's what someone is doing long-term, then the real life issues often never get solved. And that's sadly how it usually goes for most people who use the internet as an escape.
I'm saying all this because you've been cool to me, so I'd rather give you my honest thoughts instead of the usual stuff most people respond with. Obviously I don't know the specifics of your issues and how you've tackled them, and it's great that you found a bf through this site. But if my friend was escaping to the internet to the point that a website full of mostly anonymous strangers was who they considered their family, I'd 100% roll my eyes. And then I'd tell them to tackle their real life issues first with full intensity (which is what I've done in the past).
Feel free to yell at me for this. I just felt like sharing this based off my own life experiences. 99% of "online comfort" just pisses me off because it never actually solves anything.