Therapy Over, But The Healing Never Ends...

Hi, chaps and chapettes,

Hope you are all doing well and staying safe in these crazy times. It has not been a fun year, and next year may be equally as uncertain, but look at the end of this one as an opportunity to close the book and start another. I plan on trying to make the best of these last two months and feel as though I did something productive with 2020 as much as possible.

I figured I would write to you all to update you on where I am currently.

I have had my last session of therapy this Monday. My therapist and I feel that I made excellent progress since my last session. The changes that I have made are going to have long last impacts in my life and the way I treat people, for the better. I have discovered that the way I acted was due to a difficult time in my adolescent life when a woman seeing my dad would hit and abuse me. That made me go through the rest of my life up to this point thinking I was not good enough for anyone or anything, and made me out of control.

What I now know is that I am a good person, I acted on feelings, not on my own self. For those who were upset, I am sorry. For those who stood by my, thank you. For those who did not, I can only wish you well in the future.

My desire now is to do what is right for me. If I can help someone, I will, but I have also stung myself in the past by trying to rescue people. I am not a superhero, that is not my job. I need to look after myself and honor my own integrity. I can only be myself, and that's all I will ever be from now on.

What that means here is that you should see me be a little more productive! I've realised I can do my studies this week and still have time to FINALLY finish the chapter of Luna Switched that I've been working on with wonderful Titty Sparkles. She's now become busy, so I shall complete the chapter and release it as soon as I am ready! Between studies, Luna Switched is the story I will focus on to complete, then I will see what else takes my fancy. Might be Fallout related, might be something else. I've got ideas, but more importantly, I have the desire to write again.

Thank you for being able to help me up when I was on my knees and for not cussing me out when I wasn't my best. You are all good people.

All good things,

Scaramouche