NNN day 3 · 2:00am Nov 4th, 2020
The urges have been getting stronger. Suppressing them is easy for now, but the longer I leave one unattended, the more likely it'll grow up like a weed. And the universe seems to oppose me. Or at least, the internet. YouTube has been recommending me oddly sexual ads for simplistic games directed at children, or forty-year-olds in trailer parks. For every one I strike down, another crops up. I also get recommended... Biden ads? What the- I made up my mind already!
I managed to hold out for today, due to certain other distractions.
At times like this, I think it's plain to see the hand of the Lord in my life. I have a loving family. I have the friends on the site. And I have faith in my wonderful country. If bad things do happen, it just gives me hope that God knows what he's doing, and he's simply keeping a watchful eye in my endeavors. I'm grateful for so much that I can't list here.
hugs
You got this.