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Kody the Ultimate Brony · 5:06pm Oct 20th, 2020
If anyone is wondering what happened to Kody, I know. He’s alive, but it’s something he did that is not positive whatsoever and pretty despicable. He will likely not be back here again. PM me if anyone wants to know details for I believe his friends deserve to know the truth for their own sakes, but a fair warning it’s pretty shocking so ask at your own discretion.
I’ll just say that he’s dead to me now.
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RainbowDash2012 · 526 views
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Please tell me what happened
what happened? And are your ankles feeling better?
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. Do you remember who I actually am? If you cared enough to comment here, I'll tell you why I left MLP as well if you want to read on and answer your questions. Forgive me if this is a wall of text. A decade ago I was quite relevant and popular here (several featured stories over the span of a few months in 2012) when I literally shouldn't have been and now I'm a disgrace to the fandom because I semi-purposely got caught in 2018 six years after I got away with it, but I don't give a shit anymore. I've been on this site since early 2012 and we wrote some fanfic together like 3 years ago. To answer your question, I broke only one ankle and sprained the other 2 and a half years ago playing baseball in March 2020. It was awful but it healed in about 2 months.
Why do you give a shit? lol
Since no one else will ever see this ancient blog again anyway, I'll just answer your other question here too. Cody raped a 12 year old girl and is serving 19 years in an Ohio state penitentiary for it. I'll just say I'm embarrassed to have known him (I met him in person once but spoke to him semi-regularly for a period in 2019-2020), he got what he deserved, and he's definitely part of the reason I left the MLP fandom. I'm pretty disillusioned and somewhat disgusted by a large portion of the kind of people in the fandom these days (I have finally realized I most certainly do not fit the bill of a typical brony/belong and especially do not appreciate alt-right/incel type people), as well as the extreme meritless-ness and pointless frivolity of all my experiences with the MLP fandom I was too immature to realize in my younger teenage/college days. My only involvement with the fandom for the last couple years is coming back here occasionally to talk to a couple people I know.
MLP's association with drug use for me also played a significant role in derailing my life in the last few years, and the fact that I'm still slowly recovering from that is definitely a substantial factor. I guess that's not MLP's fault directly, but it's a problem for me personally nonetheless as I often felt a need to use hard drugs like benzodiazapines (especially Xanax and Klonopin), oxycodone, and Adderall (as well as weed and LSD) to help enhance my very sadly fleeting interests and attitudes towards MLP, especially towards the fandom and jadedness towards the show. I just wasn't willing to be mature enough or completely honest with myself that the glory days were over and just leave for a long time until a couple years ago. I now have no problem saying I'm not a brony anymore and I honestly have great resentment towards it these days for numerous other reasons as well. My life is better without it.
MLP for me was pretty much a damaging psychological addiction initially to cute ponies but later to shameless and surreptitiously unearned attention I got in the fandom back in 2012-2013 that tickled my immature ego a good bit, though it took several years to realize it. Sorry for the depressing wall of text, I hope you still get some joy out of MLP.
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In case I dont get around to writing a more thorough response later, thank you for the detailed reply. I just like learning about the stories of peoples lives. Im sorry to hear about uhhhhh, pretty much everything listed here lol. Also if you havent heard of it cause everyone talks about narcistic personality disorder instead and I never even knew this was a thing until I stumbled upon the diagnosis while studying psychology stuff and learning about myself, anyway, look up something called "Histrionic Personality Disorder. It's description may sound a bit familiar for you as it does for me.
Anyway, tjankd again, and have a blessed evening!
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. I would have been more specific about what I did, but in the off chance I forget to delete these comments and somehow the wrong person does look at this, I'd rather not be ultra specific about who I am. I'm sure the mods would still ban me in a second if they found me, which is not a huge deal but still slightly annoying to make a new account and all that just to talk to a few people lol. If you still don't remember who I am and our past dealings, PM me if it matters to you lol. But yeah, don't feel like you have to comment on this further. Thanks for reading this.
I apologize for the wall of text of personal information
And yeah, Histrionic personality disorder might have been what I had in those days as a teenager. These days in my late 20s I couldn't care less about attention on Fimfiction or in general really lol. I'm content with my girlfriend and my friends and whatnot.
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Again, brief response, but I mostly just remember you bitching incessantly in the Austraeoh comments section about stuff being poorly written
I'm glad you're seemly fairly contented with you social connections at the moment. :)
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Sorry, one last wall of text coming, but hear me out it's a detailed description of how I essentially broke the entire site Fimfiction briefly and enraged all the mods (and numerous others) for a few hours and got super permabanned on my old main account, but I could circumvent then and make another account here again anyway, like RainbowDash2012 not much long after lol.
Don't think I ever read Austraeoh actually so you're probably wrong guy. I don't remember though maybe that was me.
Fuck it nobody is ever going to see this ancient blog, I used to be Fattymagee1. I'm gonna delete this comment after you respond to it though. Like I said, its very unlikely this old blog post for an account as irrelevant and lurking as mine now will be seen by anyone else, but I've gotten banned on an alt (Romantic Bliss) I made a few months after the fattymagee1 permaban for ban evasion for doing something similar and making myself too public so I'd rather not take any chances haha. We literally have texted each other on our phones a few times (like 3 years ago now at least) and we collaborated on some shitfic of yours on an alt account I made, all after my "famous" account got permabanned from fimfiction in October 2018 for having an anti-right wing vulgar political rant totally drunk and stoned on a number of mine and other different more public group blogs around the site as well as basically admitting to fooling everyone on the site especially the mods for 6 years numerous times in 2012/2013 about the like the 150 alt accounts I created over a couple hours one day after high school (easier and faster than you think to do in 2012) then to use that to manipulate the site's popularity algorithm with them with views and likes and liquid cements (but slowly and not too quickly to arouse suspicion) about 7 or 8 (mostly satirical comedy) and thrust my mediocre stories into the featured box for around 4 months and thus got tons of attention and followers in those golden days of the fandom and this site lol.
It was easy to do honestly and I just did not give a shit then because I was a lonely (just went away for college fall semester freshman year and didn't have any good friends yet) immature 18 year old who wanted serious attention online and I didn't care how I got it at the time It just felt very nice to featured and feel really desired and important for a few days. Writing mediocre shot sature stories was a way to do it with my cheating as it was a popular genre at the time. I got away with 6 or 7 featured stories from 2012-2013, but 6 years later I pretty much stopped caring about Fimfiction because nobody cared about me and stories that old anymore (I was barely involved with Fimfiction at this time anyway).
I was stoned and drunk and just kind of ranted about it in 2018 about how I fooled everyone in the fandom and right wing politics are stupid and the Brett Kavanaugh and the Republican candidates were trash and I didn't care about being caught/banned by that time as I was "washed up" as a popular writer for lack of better words and quite jaded towards the show and fandom and I hated alt-right incel bronies. I got super permabanned for all that of course, Knighty himself sent me a message right before the ban telling me I was a menace to the site and to go away basically in a not so nice way :rainbowlaugh, so it was weirdly satisfying in that way at least though I would later regret it for a bit.
I remember that day I made the rant all over the site, like October 8th, 2018 or something, I was super stoned and when I did that the whole site Fimfiction actually briefly shut down for like an hour presumably so they could look at my profile in detail as well as others attached to my IP address and they found the 150 or whatever voting profiles I created near the end of high school in 2012 because I was bored and wanted an easy way to be featured, which worked like 12 times total over 6 months lol . They also didn't allow new profiles to be made on the whole site for a few days after that so I couldn't just make another alt for myself (which I eventually did anyway a couple weeks from a different IP address later when it finally lifted ) though I eventually did anyway of course. Nobody caught me or suspected a thing in 2012, it was gratifying to say the least. I just did not give a shit then how I got attention, I only wrote for that. I just did like the ( I realize now the pointless frivolous) almost constant attention in those days. Being featured then was a bigger deal too before they changed in 2013 I think, everyone could see the feature box at the top of their pages before they changed that at that in 2013/2014 I believe, so there was more story exposure then if featured and a couple of my stories even got more than 1000 likes and 30000 views I believe. The manipulation worked perfectly and it was a total joke.
A month or two later I kind of regretted it for a while until a couple years ago now sometime in 2020 probably when I met my girlfiend (in person completely unrelated to MLP). I realized it to some extent in 2018 I was willing to go out with a bang, but now I realize how pointlessly frivolous everything I did related to MLP was so who cares about Fattymagee1 anymore whether I left with a bang or not. I sure many don't these days. That's probably not a bad thing either.
Anyway thanks for reading my long weird personal rants. I assure you I've had a very very unsusual brony as well as college experience for reasons other than MLP too but the years of my late 20s since (I'm 28) have been a bit more hopeful and productive. Thanks and I hope Los Angeles is treating you well.
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Lol a chaotic neutral legend. And thanks I'm on set just chilling for winning Time season 2 as a background extra journalist and I'm hopefully finally actually moving to LA from OC soon so I'll stop missing gigs because it's an hour and a half drive and I'm depressed