Hello Everyone! · 11:50pm Feb 23rd, 2019

Hello everyone of my Fimfictions Family! First off I want to announce that I am not dead or have forgotten this place I just have been dealing with a long of stuff at home, but also with myself. You see for a long time now, for about three years now I have been facing some doubts of my friendship with friends that I met on here when I first started here & it has just gotten worse as time went on. For a while I thought I had these doubts beaten, but I have allowed them to creep back in & now it has really done damage to my friendships with them.

So, I am on the track on trying to once & for all extinguish these doubts for good! I am on the verge of losing some of the most awesome friends I have known for these past six years, & I am truly scared. The doubts I have faced over these past three years that have been damaging my friendships are "Am I worthy enough to be their friend?" "Am I good enough of a friend to them anymore?" "Am I not fun or exciting to hang around more?" But also if I didn't get a response from them after saying "Hi" or "How are you doing?" after a while I would get upset & hurt with them not responding.

However, this time, it has become worse & I don 'twant to lose my friends, so I am going to fight back real hard this time & try to reach in deep to pull the Jason of old & bury this depressed & self loathing Jason. So one thing I know will help me if I get back to working on my stories. So as of this moment I am working on Chapter Four of A New Home IV: Once Upon A New Home!

I ask all of you to just wish me luck in this battle with these doubts & wish that I can finally extinguish them. I love you all & I love all of my friends, to those I have hurt during this process of doubting myself, I am truly sorry & I am working hard on bringing back the old Jason.