Things Change (13 bloody years!) · 5:39am Jan 16th, 2019
Januarry 16, 2006...
"--Things Change, Beast Boy! The girl you want me to be is just a memory."
*Sighs*
Some scars take a long time to heal,
...and some scars never heal at all. (This is one of them)
I'll not go into a huge rant this time about badgering and bashing this episode (I've done that a lot)
But I will say this...
There's been a lot of talk going around that Teen Titans is FINALLY going to get a season 6 this year, and that Terra and Beast Boy WILL get back together.
Well, I'm not holding my breath-- we've been promised, and promised and PROMISED that... and they never delivered. I just don't want to build up false hopes again.
Even still... and make sure you pay attention to what I'm about to say...
...Even if it does happen, and even IF by some miracle BB and Terra hit it off... it's too late.
13 years is a long time to be angry, and have nightmares and bad thoughts about this episode and crashed couple. (20 years since my very first couple failed and burned me) Things Change is the worst of the worst to me.
I'm not going to stop making fanfics or vids... and I have my reasons.
1: I swore I would never forgive Terra for this... NEVER, EVER. It won't matter if BB and Terra actually DO hit it off (it'll be nice, I admit it) but it won't stop my anger, my hate, my memories, my stress, or my need to use this fiction to quell it.
2: Like I said... it's been too long. Perhaps if they had done it earlier (A year after it ended at the most) but No...
"I've been trapped in this dark prison for so long, I've lost my body. I couldn't leave here even if I wanted to."
That's the fictional way...
The real way, is I'm used to this pain, I don't welcome it, but it's all I have, it's all I've known and it's all I'm used to.
Even if I were to escape... where would I go?
I tossed things out of my life years ago, long before Things Change aired (Long before I was even 10 years old) They are out... and they will stay out. I don't like them, and I don't want them.
I have no aspirations, no other hobbies, ect, ect... and I don't wish any nor do I plan any (My future has already been planned for me by others anyway, it'll be fine)
So, that's that... even if BB and Terra hook up... I'm staying put! The same goes for MLP and other shows too...
even if MLP is on it's final season, I'm not stopping! I have no reason to.
Well, that's that...
Crappy 13th anniversary Things Change... and 1,000 curses on you as well.
