Not Good Enough · 2:59am Sep 2nd, 2017
So I became friends with the kid I had a major crush on like a year ago. I told the kid I liked him back when I did and he bascially said he'd never like me back and eventually we stopped talking. But I decided to apologize and become friends with him now. And today I found out he likes a girl. And she likes him. A lot. And seeing a I don't like him nearly as much as I used to you'd think it was nothing, right? Well it wouldn't have been. If I didn't still like him a bit. And if I didn't take it so personally. Back when I liked him he said his last crush treated him bad so he wasn't gonna like anybody else for a while. But now he's more than happy to like a other girl. More than happy to. As long as it's not me. It just feels like the only reason he said what he did in the past was to make me feel better. And now it seems like I'm never gonna be good enough. Obviously I won't be for him but I'd like to be good enough at least for somebody someday. But I guess that's not gonna happen. Oh well. I'm better off alone anyway. I'm not nearly attractive enough, I'm not exactly the smartest person around, I'm not a lot of things. And I guess not being good enough is the biggest thing. Guess it always will be.
First, you a guy or girl.
4655427
Girl
4655428
Alright. Then, there a plenty of fish in the sea. Plus, most love doesn't last long, plus! You can be there for him if he gets sad if he and the other girl get separated
4655431
True. But why would he ever like me? He's like the epitome of a guy who gets all the girls. He's fit, he's smart, he's funny, etc. He's like everything a girl would want. And all the girls he likes are super pretty and smart and stuff. I'm none of those things. So even if him and the girl don't end up together they'll be someone else waiting. It just won't be me.
4655436
Trust me, anyone like that will not be like that in the future.
4655440
What do you mean?
4655443
EH.
4655445
Huh?
4655449
Yeah
4655451
No I'm confused. What did you mean by they wouldn't be like that in the future?
4655454
Anyone who is ever popular, in school, won't BE like that in life. No job cares if you were popular in school, no one does.
I know how you feel. I just got dumped a month ago and I've been depressed as hell. Wish I knew how to cope like you.
4655459
Oh he doesn't go to public school. That's just his everyday life in general.
4655463
I'm so sorry to hear that. And I just have to except he's never gonna like me I guess. He's made that obvious. I'm just never gonna be his type. I doubt I'll ever be anyone's.
4655469
Hmm... Then, all you can do is be friends! Look for someone else! I know it's hard, I've never really been there, but you gotta try, and be open to others!
4655474
I know. I just really don't think I will found anyone else. Any one I like is not gonna like me back.
4655476
It's going to take a while. But someone is out there!
4655479
Hopefully
4655483
It will happen. I promise :D
4655471
How do you know that?
4655490
He basically already said he'd never like me. And the fact that he always likes somebody else is proof.
4655485
If you say so
4655495
I mean how do you know you're no ones type?
4655500
Cause all the girls people usually like are really smart and really pretty, etc. I'm not that stuff. Not to mention I'm considered loud, obnoxious, and annoying. All the stuff nobody wants.
4655507
Oh come on. You're being too harsh.
4655511
It's true though.
4655517
I don't think so.
I know this feeling, I was in a similar situation with my first crush. She eventually turned out to be an awful person so I'm glad I didn't end up with her. Then there's my ex-girlfriend who left me recently, a lot of the time I felt I wasn't smart enough for her or attractive enough. I guess in some ways that might have been true.
I myself am not an attractive person, and not very intelligent in the academic sense, and sometimes I miss social cues and a lot of other stuff.
I don't know if I ever will meet someone I love so dearly again, but all I can do is hope that someone else comes along that I can give my heart to. And you can do the same, there's someone for everyone on this earth, it may just take some time to find them.
4655526
We'll you don't know me so it makes sense you wouldn't
4655753
Well, let me get to know you.
4655642
Thanks for sharing that! I'm sorry all that happened to you. But thanks for being so kind. I can only hope the same things.
4655756
I'm not sure...
4655758
I swear to be the nicest guy you've ever known. I just want to try and help you through this. It'll help me too to have someone to talk to.
4655757
I'm sure one day things will turn around for the both of us, it's just a matter of patience
Don't lose hope!
Mister Perfect is out there, just be patience
4655773
Well I guess
4655830
Yeah
4656328
There is no such thing as "Mr Perfect." And even if there was, they're probably wouldn't be one for me.
4656540
Wanna talk?
4656604
Sure
4656542
I mean the person that is perfect for you.
4657598
I know