Dear Diary: August 14 998 C.R · 2:21am Aug 11th, 2017
Dear Diary.
I was feeling a little down today. Mom noticed it right away as usual. We spent the day together. Cuddling, preening each other's wings constantly, and generally being affectionate with each other. It's these days that I just want to feel loved without my usual standard flavor of Lust. Of course, I would never tell Mom why I'm upset on these days. She just thinks that my suppressed Night Terrors have come back for a day or two and she drops everything to stay at my side.
The truth is somewhat there. I do have my nightmares, but most of the time they aren't as bad as they used to be. I make sure to be extra affectionate on those days, but what truly makes me sad was the fact that I miss Nightingale and Feather Flight. Nightingale mostly.
She was so kind, so innocent. Her smile was one of the few things that brightened up my day. I bet she was so confused and lost as to why I was never coming home. I bet she even blamed herself for my disappearance. I tried looking for this Equestria's version of her but to no avail. And by that, I mean, I found her, but she is still in diapers with her family in Hollow Shades. We share the same Birthday believe it or not, and I make sure to send her something every year.
Hollow Shades isn't exactly a nice place to live in, but I've been trying to make everything better over there. Little gifts of charity when I have the money.
For her. My little Huntress Nightingale. My baby sister.
