Rolecoster of emotions.

HOW COULD A GREAT DAY WOULD BE RUINED WITH JUST SIMPLE NEWS?

SIMPLE: LET THEM DROP A BOMB SAYING YOUR GRANDMOTHER DIED WHEN YOU WERE AT WORK.

URGHHGHHHH

I CAN'T, I DON'T UNDERSTAND, HOW COULD I NOT CRY FOR SOMETHING LIKE THAT? I CRIED WRITING MY NEW CHAPTER SAYING ABOUT SOLAIRE BUT WHEN IT CAME ABOUT MY GRANDMOTHER? WHAT KIND A COLD HUMAN AM I?

I DON'T UNDERSTAND, I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND.

IT WAS LIKE I NEVER LOVED HER, AND WHEN EVERYONE OF MY FAMILY DID THEIR BEST TO LOVE HER, I FELT ALONE SHOWING NOTHING MORE THAN COMMON FEELINGS, I FELT ANYTHING, I'M FEELING ANYTHING.

I WANTED TO CHEER UP WITH MY NEW CHAPTER OF THE STRONG STRONGEST SWORDMASTER, BUT I CAN'T DO THAT.

I JUST... JUST... URGHHHHH.

I will stop to writing for awhile, I will focus on my studies or when my mind recover my inspiration again.

And I asked for a friend mine to do an art for Strong Strongest Swordmaster scene.

See you a bit.

Comments

[Steadfast Hoof]

You're just numb brother. You're still reeling from the news.

[The Bricklayer]

Hugs We're all here for you man. Just stay strong.

[Silver Topaz]

I was kinda in the same situation when my grand mother died, and my aunt. So don't worry your not the only one that's felt that way. And I'm sorry about your loss.

[CaioCoia]

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Thank you guys, you really cheer me up. I don't know what I would do without you.

[Silver Topaz]

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We're here for you friend.

[RandomGreymane]

I'm an older Brony so I've had more people depart to their next journey in my life than some and all I can tell you is that sometime the tears come immediately. Sometimes they come later. Sometimes they don't come at all.

It all depends on your experiences.

For instance you could not be crying because on some level it was expected. Or because on some level you don't want to let others see you cry. or cry about that particular person.

Or you could be temporarily cried out for some reason. There's a million reasons to cry and a million to not cry. Don't worry too much about it.

Recall any good memories, hold them tight, and say goodbye. Wish them well on their next destination and then move on with your journey. I know that's tough sometimes but as emotional beings it's truly the best we can do.

You have my condolences and I hope this has in some way helped.