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Dark Chocolate


Converting daydreams into stories helps me pretend to be human.

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  • 70 weeks
    Heading out

    As many of you suggested, why not just leave my account up and stop logging in, so that's what I'm doing.

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  • 73 weeks
    Deleting account soon

    I mostly have kept this here to get feedback on King of the Dedad but apart from the occasional favorite or upvote, there's not much to be had. I write original stuff now adays and as much as MLP will always be a huge part of my history, I don't really do ponies anymore. I still listen to the music for both MLP and EQG but that's about it. I'm also tired of the "notifications get deleted after 2

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  • 139 weeks
    Go watch the G5 movie

    I absolutely loved it! It had similar but slightly different humor to it that I don't know how to describe. There's more variations in how ponies look just from how they're physically built. They give a pretty big nod to G4 but leave plenty of room open to explore what happened between then and now. My only criticism is it was a bit more PG than I would have liked but I understand why. The

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  • 154 weeks
    KOTD Forgot Last Chapter

    I don't know why, but it never posted the last chapter. I am so sorry lol

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  • 157 weeks
    KOTD Finished

    Two days ago, at 5:53am, I finished my final chapter. There's four in total and I'll be posting them all over the course of 4 days, one per day. Let me tell you, it's been a ride. I've had so many ups and downs, disgustingly inappropriate reviews, amazing fans and I learned a lot about myself. I used KOTD to vent when I couldn't afford a therapist and those chapters were some of my best. Are

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Jun
11th
2016

Heads up, also King of the Dead: One Woman Army · 6:31am Jun 11th, 2016

So a few months back I broke up with my fiance of almost three years. Our lives were so intertwined it's been a glorious shitfest.
I don't sleep much, and desperately take Zquil to clonk out, which like all the other meds I've taken, is beginning to not work anymore. I really wanna write King of the Dead, but every time I try it comes out bland and tasteless as my heart just isn't in it. To all the people who recently favorited and tracked it, I thank you. Yes, I'll be continuing the story as I have a ton of prewritten scenes for it. However at this time I will have to post when I can. I know I've taken a lot of weeks off from it, but my life has become a giant storm. If it is any consolation, I plan to have about four books total for King of the Dead, not to mention a prequel for Lucretia titled King of the Dead: One Woman Army.
I wanted tow rite a story with a female main because it's out of my norm, and I just love challenging myself or trying something new. I talked with a lot of women about what they want to see and what they don't as far as female characters go, and I think you'll love it. I'm always interested in more feedback so keep me posted.

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Comments ( 6 )

Aww, im sorry to hear it! Im excited to see how the next part of your story goes. Im sure it'll be great! :pinkiehappy:

Sorry to hear things are messed up at the moment, and it sounds to me like your body is building a tolerance towards these meds. You may want to cut back on them or you could get a dependency for them. I hate to say it but you may want to try talking to someone who can help you.

That or try some yoga and meditation see if it helps to calm you down a bit. Sometimes strenuous work can give just enough exhaustion to help you sleep. I do hope things get better for you soon.

4014655 Thanks, it should be fun if I can ever get around to it.

4014683 I have insomnia. My brain just...doesn't like sleeping. I've had it since highschool. I was prescribed meds for depression but they made me so drowsy I couldn't function.

4014686 I know the feeling of insomnia all too well. I catered for 7 years so my internal clock is fucked all to hell. But I do suggest talking to someone, for most people insomnia is caused by something their mind can't let go of.

For others (and you could fall into this group) it's the awake and sleep signals in the head that cause it. So seeing a doctor about it and asking for a natural remedy could help.

4014690 Well I've got PTSD lol. If you ever get bored, I pretty much put my life story below the comment section on my page.

4014704 Alright, I'll have a look at it some time.

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