My hardest blog · 6:59pm Apr 28th, 2016
Hello everyone. First off, I am sorry for my absence. This is.... honestly probably one of the hardest things I have ever written. But seeing as I have nothing going on right now, and that it's only fair that I say this. I might as well get it over with... I don't think I can do this anymore. I wish I could say that its because I'm too busy to write, but its simply not true. The fact is, I haven't been interested in pony activities in a long time. I'm not saying that I don't like the show anymore or anything like that. But one day, I just couldn't muster up the enthusiasm to watch the show, keep up with fanfics, or even write my own. I though.... I hoped that it would return one day, but it hasn't. In fact it just keeps getting worse. I just honestly cant be bothered to continue any fanfics that I was working on. And it hurts me more than you can imagine. I feel like an utter failure to myself, to my fans, and to my friends. I hope you can find it in your hearts to forgive me, but I would rather give you one story and a half finished sequel that was written when I loved what I did. Than give you both stories with little heart in it. I am truly sorry to each and every one of you.
That being said. I am hoping to not leave you guys completely hanging. Just because I don't want to write anymore doesn't mean the story needs to end. So, if anyone out there feels like they can do the stories justice. Please feel free to message me so we can talk, and hopefully pick things back up. Please don't be shy. I always try to inspire creativity in people, and if you want to try and finish Clay's story, then by all means, send me a note. I have the general idea of where the story will go, I just need someone to do the writing. And feel free to toss in your own ideas if you have any.
I wish this blog had happier news. But this is the best I can do for now. Again I am sincerely, truly sorry for not only keeping you all waiting with little to no response. But also to let you all down with my own emotional hang ups. I hope someone can continue the stories. And I hope its as much fun for them as it used to be for me. I'll still be around and checking in for messages and notifications. But I don't think I will be doing much else. Before I finish this however, I wish to say thank you all for your support, kind words, and fan projects over the years. I have treasured each and every comment, and positive feed back there has been. Even the constructive criticism ones were appreciated. I just wish I could have done better. I'm honestly getting a little chocked up just typing this. So I guess I better end this now.
Thank you all for making a shy aspiring brony writer feel welcomed.
Dude, I understand. Sometimes folks just grow out of things they once enjoyed. Thank you for letting us know, and I wish you the best of luck in the future.
Shame to hear that. Wings for a Pony is one of the very first fanfics I ever read on this site, and still remains a favorite to this day. Still, wherever you go, just know you always got a fan in me. o7
3903056 Thank you so very much. And believe me, this hurts me just as much. I feel really shitty about it.
3903052 That means a lot. I'm sorry I didnt say something sooner, but I wanted to get my thoughts together, and see if I really felt like I needed to stop.
Sequel up for adoption?
3903253 Yes. They all are.
I can relate to wanting to finish a story yet having no drive to do so. It sucks.
Sad to see it turn out this way, but if you feel this is the best thing for you, then do it.
3903966 I wish it didnt turn out this way. I sorta wish I just quit after the first one.
I definitely know how that feels. As in since Twilight became an alicorn Princess, to be honest.
I... eventually forced myself to try at pony again, and luckily I had an old story to concentrate upon - the new stuff, I don't care about it. I want to, and maybe I WILL one day, but for now? Nah. I am a geriatric fanatic - old stuff only!
You did an amazing job at who you were and what you offered! DON'T THINK OTHERWISE! Passion can't be measured by the future - we're all Neanderthals compared to the philosophical summary of today. Just... just enjoy the new day. I do now, and I have never been happier. I hope you'll be happy too, Lonely.