It Just Keeps Getting Better! · 11:46am Feb 4th, 2016
So, I logged into school this morning, and was instantly greeted with a message from my teacher. This, is what I got.
Hello, Emma,
Last semester you earned less than 2.5 credits which means you may no longer be on-track for graduation. It is important to us that we help support you in earning all 5 credits you need for your 10th grade year.
In order to make sure you have tools and information needed to succeed, you are being REQUIRED by Mrs. Mooran, your 9th grade principle, TO ATTEND THE FOLLOWING SESSIONS online. (I made those big cause they were written in red) She will be reviewing attendance. (In other words, watching your every move) If you cannot attend, please let your advisor know and recordings will be provided to you.
(She gave me two links to a class tomorrow and at the end of the month. First one entitled, How to plan and organise your weekly schedule. Second one, Graduation requirements.)
Please let me know if you have questions!
Mrs. Jennifer Atamanick and Mrs. Moorman (9th grade principle)
So, this is the official, You're basically fu**ed letter you get from the principle when your grades have slipped at some point. So, yeah. The frosting has been added to this poison cake.
I'm not even gonna tell my dad. Because I know for certain he's gonna get irate, and say I'm definitely going to public school now. And he'll just throw a fit and so forth.
My day has instantly become shitty. And I was hoping I would have a better day and not wake up and instantly need to start crying. I guess that was too much to ask for.
Hey don't worry things will get better
3732425 I doubt that.
Trust me Chocolate pony I used to be like you and I know that everything will get better.
3732429 Your grades probably weren't nearly that bad.
Trust me I failed math pretty much every year only recently have I gotten good at it.
3732435 Yeah, but I failed math, reading, AND History last semester. I failed pretty much every course. Now I'm punished for it. I'm probably gonna be sent to public school. And I'm never gonna hear the end of it.
I still think you shouldn't worry because one day you will be able to live your life how you want to maybe you will be sent to public school but still life will get better I can tell you from experience.
3732451 I wish that would make me feel better.
Don't worry about it maybe later something will happen that will make you feel better
3732466 I don't think so. I just feel like... giving up.
Don't give up it won't make things better trust me
3732472 I can't think of anything else that will.....
I can't tell you what will make you feel better but I can tell you that giving up isn't one of them. If you give up what will happen then.
3732480 I'll be dead. End of story.
Please don't kill yourself it won't make you feel better I tried it once and it was the worst decision in my life so please don't do anything crazy.
3732489 I don't know....
Please killing yourself won't help soon you will be out of the hell you live in and life will get better.
3732501 Not till I'm 18. And I've gotta have a job and a car first. With the lack of confidence I have, who says any of that's gonna happen?
Well I believe you can do it doesn't that count for anything
3732504 It does. I just wish my family felt the same.
Maybe they do they just don't show it.
3732509 Thy expect too much out of me. And then when I don't do it, they get pissed off. And then they think I can't do anything.
Well that is not your fault is their fault for expecting it they shouldn't get mad at you if anyone has the right to be angry is you not them.
3732515 Exactly! They think I'm super smart. I am smart. Just not overly smart. And when I do something wrong, they seemed shocked. God, if I did something super bad like take drugs or something, they'd probably NEVER forgive me.
Well like I said they shouldn't be expecting that much from you they should be happy with what they got and they should be happy that you are not getting into trouble or fighting or doing drugs.
3732519 My mom acts like I am sometimes. Even though I don't see her often. Still, she acts like me and my oldest brother are the worst kids in the world. And yet, we've both dine nothing seriously wrong! Sure my brother had typical bad teenager attitude in the past, but so what? That was the past!
Well maybe your mother is just a bad person.
3732526 Maybe.
Don't let your mother or your family get you down just remember you are a great person
and don't let anyone tell you anything different.
3732529 Thanks.
I'm glad I can help just remember there are people that actually care about you and love you just the way you are.
3732541 Thank you.
I'm glad I can help you feel better.
3732548 It's fine.
So what are you going to do.
3732557 I don't know.
Well just keep going never give up.