To all my precious friends on Fimfic... · 12:11am Sep 26th, 2015

Let's get real for a moment.

I love you guys. All of you.

You all hold a special place in my heart. I couldn't go a day without you. You all mean so much to me, and there's nothing I wouldn't do for you. To anyone who has ever spoken to me, this was for you. This was wholly and solely for you. I love you all, and there's no way for me to express it. So just....watch what I did for you.

Would you believe me if I told you I was left handed?

I've been playing for like a good year and a half, and I've grown a bit confident in my skills, though there are a few slips and mistakes. I was in such a hurry to learn this. I worked with the sheet for like a week and a half, maybe, then I took down the sheet and began to memorize it. I will cherish this song forever.

Gladly would I die for you. So gladly. I would slowly starve to death, I would have myself beaten to death, I would drown, I would fall off of buildings, I would be stabbed, sniped, skinned, or mauled for all for you. If you're reading this it means I love you, and there's nothing I wouldn't do for any of you, no matter how long we've known each other, if even at all.

I'd like to personally mention some of you: (These are in no specific order.)

1. Lethally Insane.
We've only just met and you've already drawn my OC. That is so nice of you, and so very moving to know you already are kind enough to do that.
2. The Loyal Patriot.
I wanted to talk in this video. I really truly did; but you know more than anyone else: I suck so badly at talking. I love you man, and there's a reason I was inspired to do this: You, along with everyone else who calls themselves my friend.
3. Shine.
Don't know if you know...but you're a heckuva lot of fun to talk to. I can't wait to indulge myself in The Phantom of the Opera so that we may discuss it.
4. The Wandering Bard.
You are very very kind and open, easy to talk to, as well as fun. You and I are new friends, but strong ones at that.
5. Tavi4
Boy, oh boy. I can always rely on an interesting talk when I'm having one with you; you're very different to hold a conversation with, and not at all in a bad way. When we talk, I try and make myself think I can hold my own against you, intellectually of course, and I really really try to, but for frick's sake, SO MANY BIG WORDS... I love it all the same. You have great stories to tell, and are quite respected in my views. I look up to you. Never change.
6. Midnightsotherother.
Bud, I know we're kind of in the fog at the moment, but I believe that everything will turn out the way it is destined to. Friends, best friends, or not friends, whatever happens, you should just know I care.
7. StarSide445.
Jeez, you and I.... I love that we're friends, and just you in general. You are such a kind and understanding person, and I don't think you know just how special and important you are.We can both easily come to each other with our problems, and not only that, but I trust you enough to call you my sister and be proud of myself to even say it, and have you not reject it, because what you've been through makes you way more dignified a person than me. Respect, sister.
8. I_Heart_Derpy.
Finally. Somepony else who will talk to me about fnaf and stuff, and be interesting at the same time. You're just awesome, and it's a shame that you have to be gone for a while.

*IMMENSELY deep sigh as tears well up within my eyes*

9. Hazel Bell.
Do I need to say anything? Could anything in my nut of a brain describe to you how important you are to me? Could anything in the physical universe at all? Tell me if what all we've been through together, and what you just watched isn't enough. Well, it isn't. Not to say the least. Hazel Bell, you have made yourself a very key component in my life. A day without talking to you is a very very bad day. I trust you and respect you wholly, and I know you do the same. Chances are, like, very significant chances are that I'd be too dead to post this blog if you hadn't came along and slapped some sense into me that one night; you know exactly which one I'm speaking of. I love you so so very much for keeping me from suicide. Nobody else would have done it. They could've tried and tried, but the one reason I didn't let go from where I held, was because I didn't want to leave you, and I didn't want to say goodbye. Especially not to you, not to anyone, and I swear on my name, on my family, on everything I am comprised of; every fiber, that we will meet up, and it's going to be freaking amazing. We're going to have the best time, and we'll go to the park, and no day will be better. I can't express how blessed I feel by God himself to have met you. The chances you have of meeting a specific person on the CoC global chat are one in several millions. Thank GOD it put me in with you about a year ago. Just know, there isn't a day that's going to go by that I won't be here to return the favor. Until 2023. You're my best friend hazel...