I'm leaving FiMFiction (but only for a little while): Apologies, Thanks, and Plans · 8:25pm Aug 24th, 2015
Bringing a past blog I made into this-----> http://www.fimfiction.net/blog/526591/if-i-ever-go-inactive
If i ever happen to go inactive for a long period of time (a week, a month, an entire year) it may be because of one or both of these reasons:
1. My usage of the Internet will be restricted because of school. Odds are, this will be unlikely, and even if it is so, I'll be on maybe for weekends and/or holidays.
2. I won't have any Internet at all. Sad, but true. Even today, I am unable to access some of my favorite sites. I can use FiMFiction, Twitter, YouTube, Derpibooru, Wikipedia, Sankaku Channel, and possibly a few others, but the Internet is far too vast for me to even see which all sites I can even use right now. We only paid our bill partially this month, and it may not even be completely just from that. My tablet has been fucking up a lot lately as well, and although I was doing everything in my power to fix it, the sites I used to help me have all been cut out because of my failing internet connection. My grandpa has better wifi. Hell, I'd probably live with him if I had to.
I really hate it when things like this happen, and I do not like being away for so long. It's just not right. And with school starting for me in just nine days, who knows what could happen?
I just wanted to let you guys know...
School for me starts tomorrow, and I know for sure that my Internet access will be vastly restricted down to only a mere fraction of what I'm able to handle. I do not what'll happen for me in regards to this site by/after tomorrow and the days to come after that. I really don't. I was really afraid because I don't want to leave, but school is starting and I can't stop it.
My mom is strict when it comes to shit, I just cannot fight it. But I'm gonna try my best to hang in there, and I want you guys to hang in there as well. I'll be off for long periods of time, checking in, in only small bits and pieces each time... but my time in which I am able to remain on will gradually grow, if I know my mom well, she'll become less strict if I start school with a running start, but that may not be until late September or October.
Yeah... it's almost been a year for me here, and I'm really surprised by how much has happened and how much I've done. How much I've learned and all of that...
I want to review my year here when I get the chance to come on again, but I'm already taking up too much time with this blog post...
I'm just going to use it to say this: I am extremely sorry for every wrong I've done here. Every soul I've heart and every heart I've crushed. Anyone who's been done wrong by me deserves better. I know I used to be some villainous evil bitch before, but I'm happy to say I've changed drastically since my last ban. I don't want to go back to what I used to be, I just want to keep going forward. I'm sorry for anyone I've held back with my chaotic antics, whatever it may have been... The Walpurgisnacht incident, the break up with Eva, the Twilight Eris Disparklia shit, the RP and the spamming of my Discordian group, my bad trolling and bitchy attitude, my anti Muslim rant, my confusion of the public with my endless alts, my abuse of said alts, my trying to cover up everything I did like it was nothing... I'm sorry for all of that. But those mistakes have really allowed me to grow.
There's one thing I owe to this site, the mods here (even as little as I seem to trust them, they have a hard, strenuous job to do and i respect them for that), the higher ups (aka Senpais who noticed me), the users, my followers, and even more so my friends.
Willow the Wisp and NewUnitedEmpire are the first people I've come to meeting on FiMFiction, I want to thank them. They've been there for me. I want to thank Thy Art is Murder, Normal, Vlade, everyone from the "The Group Dedicated" crew because they've introduced me to most of my newest friends and their crazy antics and shitposting. I want to thank TheSakramentRose, Revolvers Dusk, Hawaiian Splash Cooler, Black Ultron, RarityEQM, and everyone who put help into making the Harmonists the great group it was. And speaking of the Harmonists, I want to thank HapHazred, Verbose Mode, BikerPon3, and all the others who took great care of the group while I was gone, and I want to apologize for taking that away from them... I'm terribly sorry for that stunt I pulled off that utterly killed the group.
I want to thank all of you who check in with my blogs and make me feel special by doing so, all of you who've been here since Day One, supporting me on my quest on this site to become what I am now.
I want to give special thanks to Bad Dragon for showing me how to find new groups and our long talks about groups and group making accessories. Yep.
I want to thank Distorted Flare, Majin Syeekoh, Regidar, and a few other higher ups for dealing with me and my antics, whatever they may have been... I've done so much I've lost track... Speaking of higher ups, thanks to the mods and staff for doing their jobs and keeping the site running as best as they can.
There's so many more of you to thank, but so little time. I want to say thank you to everyone who helps me run my groups and those who have helped me to become what i am now. I wish to see each and every one of you as more than just a follower or a face on a screen, but as a friend. I know I may seem a little bit edgy, too extremely hypersexual, bitchy, any of those things most of the time, but above all, even above writing, I came here to make friends and to make sure we all remain friends. "Putting the 'FiM' in 'FiMFiction'" I used to say.
Yes, I know it sounds like some final speech some movie character gives before their death, and i know how silly all of this may seem... but i just wanted to let you all know how i felt before I took my leave.
Yes, it is a temp leave, but i had this building up in my chest for a while now. And I meant every word of it.
I'll be on for the rest of the day, hopefully. But for now, until I am able to fully be on again after that, this will be my last blog post.
When i'm able to come back, I plan on writing a lot more!
This has been Eris/Effiela/That guy/Lucy/Rose/Any other name i've used this entire session.
I love you guys~
Best of luck
Well, it has been good during the long run. Each of us eventually have to say goodbye though, right? I will miss you, and I will always remember you as 'Eristotle'. Goodbye, my old friend.
>tfw eris leaving
Eris....
I know we haven't seen eye to eye on some things but I will be eternally grateful for you finding me when I was blogging to no one and throwing me a lifeline. Without you I wouldn't have all the amazing FIM friends I have found, I wouldn't have met my special pony who has helped heal my heart, I wouldn't have the support I need.
Please take care and try to stay in contact
Loopy
P.S I will miss you
And thank you for editing the Cloud Appreciation Group and making it totally awesome
Good luck, old friend.
I'm glad to have met you. Though we may not talk a whole lot, I always look forward to your blog posts and personality.
Have fun in school and I wish you the best of luck in life.
I know we only talked on a few occasions, but I'll miss ya' pal.
I shall miss u. No big surprise.
Bye-Bye
Keep in touch!
Well, this site won't be the same with out you, but I can't wait till you get back. Best of luck to you. *insert salute here*
Come back soon, and I'm sorry if I was too negative for you.
Bye Eris
I know we didn't talk much, but I will miss you and your awesome blogs 
Take care space cowboy...
Good luck and take care for what it's worth.
Holy crap, you better not be dying! Anyway, as long as I've been here, I've thought you were cool