I'm not dead... I swear! · 12:21am Apr 30th, 2015
I'm working on the rewrite still. but between moving and getting more hours at work. I'm just stretched beyond thin for time right now. I'm currently working on getting a different position in the company and should hopefully get the position so I can have more time to rest and such.
It's also been almost a full year since I broke up with my ex, which I have to say I'm still sure was the right thing to do. I felt so emotionally and mentally abused and a lot of times, I have to admit, I just felt like I was drowning in a sea of depression and bad emotions. I started writing Philharmonic Staccato as a way to escape my depression and since I no longer have that source of sadness and repressed self hatred it seems my muse for writing the story went with it.
These days, I'm so much happier and I can finally see things in a much better light. That is why I even started the rewrite. I wanted a fresh look for the fic as well as myself. So I apologize for the lack of updates or anything, I honestly just need to stop and write more but it's so hard to do sometimes when I get to thinking about where I am in my life. But then I remember, if I wanna be the author of a novel, I gotta take the time to dedicate to writing to it. So it's time to get back in the writing saddle and take up my pen (or keyboard as the case may be) and begin to write Philharmonic Staccato once more!
-Stally
P.S. I also have a blog about my job...
