Nothing's Changed

Well, I finally asked this one girl out last week. She's really beautiful, and she's fun to hang around. IT took me forever to work up the courage to ask her out on a date, and I finally asked her if she would want to see a movie sometime.

Imagine my surprise when she said yes.

I felt so happy, because for once, I didn't feel so rejected and alone. I started feeling better about myself. I didn't view myself as a worthless piece of trash.

So today, I tried to ask her if she was free Saturday, and if she would like to go see a movie over at Regal Theater. When I tried to talk to her, she ran away. The first time, I thought that maybe she didn't hear me, so I tried a second time later in the day. This time, she actually saw me, her eyes went wide, and she ran away, to get away from me.

I should have figured that someone like her agreeing to go out with someone like me was too good to be true. My friends told me that it's not me, it's her, but I know better.

I'm just as pig-ugly, worthless, and alone as before.

Nothing's changed.