"Swift as a deer. Quiet as a shadow. Fear cuts deeper than swords. Quick as a snake. Calm as still water.”.......... I am Arya Stark. 'Nuff said. ;D
So there we were; me and Rocky [my canine best friend forever] in the Dog Training Club. Though ‘club’ sort of degrades the term; this place is freaking boot camp for dogs and humans. I kid you not, I have the hardest time not saluting the teacher, who we will call “Sargent Caron”, or bellowing out ‘Yes ma’ame!” when she instructs us. I can tell the other trainees have just a hard time,
I just received this message;
Leaving the site. Eating the bullet soon. Or several depending on how many it takes. Take care of yourself, Kristina.
Stay away from burned voices. They've nothing to offer you but ashes.
Represents the left vs right side of the brain, logical vs impulsive...funny way of showing it!
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Does anyone else think this amusing? No? The devil's number, and then....? Yeah, its probably just me. ^^
I am...
Wandering in blackness
Clawing at the darkness
Blindly screaming
Crying for help;
Love
Life.
Despairing
Can't cry though
Heart of black hardens the tears
What heart?
Is that where this pain comes from?
Or is it all in the mind?
Lost
I am so Lost..
How do the Lost get Found?
Found some really, really bad news out about my fiancé, and would really, really like some company right now. :,(
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*Hugs* There, there. We are here for you.
2330222 *starts to bawl uncontrollably*
2330224 *Embraces you in a warm hug* Everything will be okay.
2330226 Sometimes I remember why I was suicidal a couple years ago.
2330251 Well, suicide is never the answer.
sorry to hear that, I hope it gets better.
2330253 No, no, I know, I am not considering it, I just never thought I would be driven this far down to despair, to feel SO low again, it just reminds me of similar time.
It shames me to say that it is a male that drove me this far down, too. It just...I pride myself as an independent figure, but now with what happened to my fiancé, what he is doing to me....it just...ugh.
2330269 Oh, I see. Well I hope everything gets better.
2330277 Thanks
2330286 No prob.
2330298 *sniffle* Thanks. :/
Can I ask y'alls for advice? :/
Ok, first, read this to make sure you are up to speed; My Fiance Is Destorying Our Lives
Read it and then tell me;
Stay with him or not? Majority has been saying drop-kick his ass. But I love him, but we have no future together, if he turns himself in or not.
IDK what to do or think.
I hate putting my heart in other people's hands, I really, really do.
2330313 Also, stay that way; non judgmental. :) A really good quality to have. :)
All I can say is just keep moving. It's always darkest before the dawn. Our problems may be different, but there have been days I've contemplated suicide.
2330323
Hey Arya. Been a while. I've read your blogs only just now and I feel horrible. I'm not judgmental in any way, but I've had to deal with controlling adults before and the last one was sent to prison for life. I can't tell you what to do in regards to your man, only that if you really love him, help him through this. Try to find a way to help him. Hide him somewhere, somewhere safe where no one would even believe to think. I've also been on the run before that shit was cleared up, so I know what he's going through, including the suicide. I can't tell you how many times I tried to off myself, I even took two, count'em, TWO full bottles of sleeping pills or whatever they were for overdose, but my damn immune system is too badass for it to have made a ****ing dent. I only stopped trying when my close loved ones, those I could trust, intervened. Help him through this however you can, even if it's just messages. Until he's in your arms, that's all I can recommend.
Sorry if I'm not sounding helpful.
2330922 THank you. Yes, I will help him, but the thing is, to what extent?
He is a FUGITIVE of the UNITED STATES ARMY.
I want a future with hi, but....going down this trail makes it harder
2331532
*sigh* The only thing I can suggest is move to another country. I don't know how the whole AWOL thing works, but that's the only way I see both of you getting out of this. Or, talk with him and see about getting his name and maybe appearance changed. Or, and this is if there's no other way, talk to him about letting each other go. He won't have to worry about you being used to get to him( cause let's face it, some sick fucks will do that) and you get have a normal, or somewhat normal, life again. I know how that sounds, but these are the only things I can see having any real effect.