10 things you didn't know (or care to know) about me. · 2:48am Jan 27th, 2014
I'm bored so I'm hopping on the bandwagon that a lot of people I follow have been doing. This is most likely going to be depressing as all hell. Be warned.
1. I'm 20 years old
2. I'm from Missouri, where dreams go to die
3. My name is Jeff, a name I share with my father. We have different middle names so I'm not a junior, thank Smooze.
4. I can no longer stand organized religion, that's not to say I hate people that worship anything. I just hate all the fanatical people that come around to ruin everything just because of my sexual preference. (Missouri has a lot of religious fanatics.)
5. I very rarely am able to sleep more than 3 hours a night, no matter what I do.
6. I have so many crippling social fears & anxieties that I rarely leave my house for more than a few hours, if at all. I'm slowly losing the ability to handle talking to people face to face.
7. I believe alcohol is probably the best & worst thing to happen in the history of everything.
8. I have only 2 close friends IRL
9. Doctors couldn't properly diagnose all my medical issues until I was 17, they tried to make up for it by throwing pills at me for about 5 years before that. As a result my memory has become extremely unreliable, I have no memory of childhood & can't clearly remember my high school graduation.
10. I think the pony message of love & tolerance could really help people, it's just about all that keeps me going now. But ponies take the pain away, that's why I'm here so often. Since August 2013 I've accrued 5161 favorites as of right now.
Honestly other people write happy quirky things in these blogs, but I'm brutally honest with people. The world is a cold, dark, place for me & I don't care to sugarcoat it. I don't know what anyone thinks of this, & I don't know if I care. But I would like everyone to remember, MLP may be a silly show, but the messages should be taken to heart.
Oh my, I never would have guessed any of this if you hadn't told me.
If I was where you are right now I would hunt you down and give you a big hug! Just to let you know you aren't alone an I am always here if you need to talk.
1763346 Thanx man... Are you a man? I actually don't know a whole lot about you. Sorry. I know we've chatted a few times, but it's always been pony stuff.
Wow just wow
Ok you need a hug
Hug?
1763356 I am a man, and if you want to know what I look like I posted a blog about it awhile ago. I am 18 just FYI.
Here is a link to it: http://www.fimfiction.net/blog/233165/this-what-i-look-like
1763362 Sure, *Hugs*
You know, you'd think a website based around a show about friendship would have an "add friend" option huh?
1763375 Dang, I didn't know what too expect. But I'm pleasantly surprised. dl.dropbox.com/u/31471793/FiMFiction/Emoticons/misc_Bonbon_OMG_LOVE.png
I don't know what to say that 1763346 hasn't already said. However, both of us are here if you need someone to talk to.
1763391 Thanks bro, I appreciate it.
1763386 Hehe, thanks
Your not the first person to think that. I don't really think I am that attrative.
Anyways, don't forget man. I am always here if you just need to talk about anything.
Since you guys are so supportive of me, I'm gonna share this link with you all. It's a buttload of extra emoticons & stuff, I think you have to download the Greasemonkey add on to use them. If so just google it, that site also has useful scripts for other sites too. There's a FimFic advanced too that gives some customization to your page too.
Sorry I can't offer anything else, but I thought you might enjoy these.
1763377 follow is close enough
*hugs back*
You know, maybe I should pull a pinkie and throw a party at antidepression ponies
I'd give you a hug, but then you'd be crushed, since everyone is giving you hugs.
What I will say, is that I can relate to almost everything. I too dislike organized religion, have literally one close friend and the other stuff.
Have a platonic kissy
Platonic
I feeeeeel your paaaaaaiiiin.
Really, reading all this feels.. VEEEERY freaking Eerie to me, as, with a few obvious differences, most of this sounds like me.
Seriously tho, Missouri sucks for being different in, specially the place i live, Which is the middle of nowhere, west of Redneck Central.