I Promised Myself That Blogs Weren't Going To Become A Habit, I Promised. · 5:30am Jan 16th, 2014

I'm listening to M.I.A by Avenged Sevenfold (And yes Mr GrimdarK, I know it makes you cringe, still best buddies???) and what I've been thinking and what a hectic and abrasive month this has been.

Rotorix, my pal, my chum, my BFOTNF(Best Friend On The Internet Forever), you sooo love my long blogs right?

firefeng, my brother, my pal, my friend, how come I never hear from you? God you are so cool.

Nightingale95, my friend, my pal, my companion that trusted me with personal information. How come we don't talk as much anymore?

Valentine-crin, my new friend, my pal, my hope to be BFOTNF, you and I are going to go places. At least I hope.

Regidar, my buddy, my awesome music enthusiast, my good friend. We need to chat more.

KiltedKey, my favorite, best, amazing, inspiring author on the planet! Well, okay. Maybe not on the planet, I have Max Brooks for that.

Nightwolf289, my friend(I hope), my pal, my support, my greatest asset in helping me with writing. I wish we could become great friends like we have with others.

Dark Avenger, my friend, my awesome-amazing-coolest-thrilling Swans fan! You got me into a genre I hardly cared for!

Gosh there are so many great, amazing people on here. But I can't explain everyone because it would be too long, to boring, to lengthy...ring any bells Rotorix?

Well, I'll say this. I'm going to go watch Gravity in a few minutes, but before I do. I must say a few things that have occurred within my life during this past month. I can't believe it guys...I'm becoming like you all with pointless blogs and mountains full of them. Just sheer agony with so many blogs discussing so many things that don't need to be added! Come on, music videos? Constantly doubting yourself and explaining it over a blog. Okay that second one is me, but I do keep blogs very firm and spaced compared to some of you...

I'm getting that blog syndrome where I have to post irrelevant data every 3 hours, not saying names but you know who you are. But I'm fighting the power here, I'm fighting to not become like that.

Some of those people, well all of them up there that I mention are going to be people that I hope can remember me long after I'm gone. These are the people I'm going to remember the most, these are the guys that I will appreciate the most, because for one, I won't be on this site forever, I'll still be here so to speak, but when I'm out and off of school, don't expect me to doll out hours into this anymore because I have family who uses technology as an escape. And I really don't want to be that, I'll be here always, but will I focus on this entirely? No. I have a music career to fulfill and a writing career to establish.

I talked to two of my pals that are into music and both are very warming about starting a band, fingers cross!

Oh Rotorix, get ready! Because LONG BLOG ON THE WAY! ALON-SY! As the Tenth Doctor always said.

Off topic statement but this is why I don't follow people as often, I'm annoyed by how many blogs keep coming in and I already have enough trouble with a couple people; not saying names...

If I follow you, I need a good reason to do it. I'm often disjointed about the sheer numbers of blogs that reel in and whether or not following the person was a right call.

So! If any of you been following, remember my best friend Damon? Well, fingers cross! But he might be moving back and it was a weird turn of events to how that came. I won't get into details for the sake of both of us but I'll just say that this might be the final time I'll ever see him because I always said that I compare his move-ins to be a trilogy off of the Hangover. Like the first time was frantic, fun and crazy, the second time he moved in was more emotional, demented and quite dangerously close to definite hatred. We had a long journey the second time. The third one is what I entitled it: "Trial Of The Friendship Between Two Friends", its a parody of the "Trial Of The Time-Lord" during Colin Bakers last season on the show in Doctor Who. Because I know for a fact that this new journey is either going to break or improve our friendship, so many new and scary things have happened during our second time together, like we found out thins we shouldn't have, or at least, we wished we didn't have. It was more emotional that time, but this feels like the big bang, the final call to arms and whatever happens is going to cause a major uproar. Both within our set of friends, I have my friends and Damon has his/mine. He managed to become friends with people his age and my friends, something that seemed so unlikely considering our age difference but he did it. I'm proud that he did that, it shows that going against the social norm can be successful and I applaud that. We had a lot of fights during last year, a lot of fights.

I also realized something that took me quite a long time to realize...Nightwolf289 reminded me about privacy, two worlds between your's and the internet, and I've come to realize that I don't want to expose some of my life anymore to you guys. I don't want to, my friend has wondered about my motives in being so open, so honest and so grand about just spitting things out like the way I do. You people like how I do it, you people seen my threads n TWG and how that went down because of people that I will not say. Dicks, some were dicks while others were more empathetic and liked my abrasive stance on asking questions that went against what was considered 'normal' man fuck you idiots. Not you guys! I mean, the people that are ignorant in respecting ones opinion no matter how out drawn it may seem. My point is, I made friends because of being like that. I like being like that, I really do. It gives me so much more leverage in things that others find brash, silly and uncalled for. But, really? Why should I just say things out in the open, I'm just saying what my brain is thinking. I often juggled that question periodically.

Nah, man. I'll just stick with it, sorry Dalton, I realize that most people won't give a shit and I'm pretty tired of writing in my journal because my dad installed this thing into his TV where he can access all my videos based on the IP I'm using which is connected with our house, now I'm really afraid that he might find all my secrets and personal stuff in my bloody journals. I usually write in the Word.Documents because its easy, I always said that I won't explain my whole life until I make my autobiography if I become famous. There is some really deep shit that I don't want out of there, you know? I would rather let you all discuss my personal life than letting my dad take one peek of what's been luring beneath my documents folder.

Now for my job, currently I'm still working at a grocery store and that's where shit sucks. I often dread going to work and when I do, I hate this guy named Brett Moore because he is such a fucking egotistical asshole that prances around the store thinking he is top shit when really everyone hates him and all he does is make talk without proving any relevance in his speech. I told my dad on how he is such a dick and my dad meekly replied back, almost jokingly. "Welcome to life," and I asked why and he said that all through your career in anywhere, there is going to be that on guy who thinks he deserves the throne and have the steak when really he is just a mere peasant like the rest of us. That's Brett Moore for ya, he makes talk and acts the head when really he's just playing with himself. Even Bob the manager said that he has a ego way over his head and that if he catches him making orders in front of him he will fire his ass. Brett, his problem is that he is self-centered and believe me, I know self-centered when I see one, I was like him back when I was 10 (I'll explain in my HiE story). His core issues is that he believes things should be entitled to him based on how he perceives this that are in front of him, in muscle mass, he can kick my ass, but in knowledge, I win.

The best part about changing who you are is that you don't forget who you were once was, because if you do than there is no point in trying.

That guy wants to get me fired because I'm slow in working, I'm a slow worker and I often have a issue with picking up my own weight, Dalton the skinny bastard loves to clamor on about me being slow. Don't you, buddy. You see, he always reads my blogs so I know when he does that I make sure to mention his ass just to give confirmation that I know what he is doing.

For those of you that don't know, I will make that MLP-metal album, I will, and my first song I'm writing about is My Little Dashie, its going to be the finale of the whole album I believe, 10:36 exactly. It will be a ten minute finale that goes on something like Save Me from Avenged Sevenfold.

Brett has this weird thing that he will cheer you on and support you in work before telling you to speed up and criticize you about not measuring up to his level. His general way of saying something goes along the lines of starting a conversation before he boasts about himself being a supervisor for the store when really he is just a part-timer like everyone else. Ego can play a big role in disillusioning your mind, watch out people.

I really, really, really want to write a new story, okay wait! No, wait, wait, no, shoo, no, wait, no, wait, wait, not yet, wait. Okay, how about this!

I'm creating a poll right now and I want you guys to vote for whatever you feel that needs to be updated, and if you want a new story or at least think I should make one, I'll show you what one I'm thinking of, because its a tie between a crossover and a demented, dark, frustrating piece of literature.

Poll Here! Choose Your Vote On Which Story Deserves To Be Updated Pronto In The Comment Section!

Equestria: Z: The story of Twilight Sparkle and the Pandemic

The Two Idiots Of Canterbury (Part Of Equestria: Z)

Whatever Happened To Friendship...?

Password: Filth and Cop

Mind/Body/Light/Sound...

True Addiction

There is always the prequel...

Now vote away because I really want to create a new chapter out of something soon, but I can't decide.

Before I go, I must also mention that I finally received my two Christmas presents in the mail this week. A Lars Ulrich signature snare drum and a Xbox One :D

Well, Rotorix, I hope this wasn't long this time.

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Mr Grimdark

Mr Grimdark #1 · Jan 16th, 2014 · · ·

(And yes Mr GrimdarK, I know it makes you cringe, still best buddies???)

Yes ofcourse
Excuse me while i all over the bathroom

[p.s. still havent finished Reading the longest post of your life]
You been here like 16weeks and only have 11
I know people here lest than a year with A THOUSAND