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Who am I kidding? · 6:54pm Jun 2nd, 2013

My stories are dead. All of them. It's been THIS long and I haven't written anything for them?

I think part of the problem is I RP now, which fills the 'need' for stories in that form. Does this mean I don't want to finish my other stories? No I do, the problem is I never 'feel' like doing so.

I have sunday's off, so maybe I can work on having that be my 'writing day' but otherwise I don't know. For whatever reason I'll get an idea. Write it down, then get bored and move on. I can't complete a story unless I sit down and MAKE myself write the entire thing in one go. If I finish a chapter? That's it, no more story, I never get back to it.

My December? Yeah it's done. I know what I wanted to happen, but finding the time to write it all? I just don't think it'll happen. Sadly if I didn't catch that flu, I may have actually finished it when I began it oh so long ago.

Walking Man's road? I don't even know.

The other problem is the TCB. To be honest I've had it. It went from: "A neat idea where the ground work was laid, but you could twist and build upon it anyway you wanted" to "A much argued topic that keeps getting 'set rules' that you seemingly have to follow, and frankly I'm sick of the drama"

I've had Fragments of Regret on this site for a while now, waiting for me to finish fixing it up and publishing it, and I just haven't felt like bothering. I rarely feel like writing anything at all.

I thought maybe with time or effort I'd get out of this funk, but I haven't. So... yeah I think this may be it guys.

I can't say I'm done for certain, as I still do like writing, but when you can't muster up the desire to do so, I'm not sure what else can be done.

I think it'd be best to just consider everything I've written cancelled for now though.

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That stinks, sorry to hear that man. Drop me a line on Skype sometime?

Well brother, if you ever come back to us, I'll be here. Funnily enough though, TCB has a Microlite RPG just out today.

But yeah, I hope you'll come back, if not with old stories, than new ones. TCB is cooling down now that most of the major players in the drama have left or calmed down.

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