((Vent)) · 1:51am Feb 25th, 2013
You know what really sucks? Love sucks. I thought I had found the woman that would make me happy, and she made me happier than I had ever thought I could be. She was everything I had wanted and more, and she 'loved' me back just as much as I loved her, or at least that was what I thought. I legitimately wanted to settle down with her later on, and I was hoping the same from her because that was the way she seemed to act about it. I loved her, and I gave her my everything, my all, even took the entirety of my defenses down just to let her in. After some time, some great days (or at least what I thought were great days) she left me... and she just expects me to move on like nothing ever happened and find someone else to love me and for me to love them back as well. She doesn't even want to talk to me anymore, and she was really the only one I had ever trusted with telling most of my life stories and even admitting things I wouldn't admit to others should they ask me about it.
I miss her... so very much even though it is tearing me apart from the inside... and I can't put myself to let her go. I don't know why I can't; I guess I'm just hoping she'll come running back to me, someday, and love me once again...
oh... oh my
Well .......
I'm sorry to hear man, I know it's not easy but it gets better with time. Just hang in there bud
(hug) It will be ok. You have to give it time. It's ok to be hurt and she's wrong to think you can move on so easily. It will be ok, but it will take time. Trust me, it's worth it, though.
Women, man. Can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em.
It's just like losing a friend.
After a similar experience, I decided a while back to save myself for a sincere woman. I'd rather die single than have it happen again. I only got one heart
863011 No. It's nothing like losing a friend.
It hurts a lot more.
If there's any consolation P0nies, I'm here for ya.
863068 It depends.
There isn't really anything else I can say that I haven't before. If I say you'll get through it, the words will ring quite hollow considering how recent this is. All I can really say is you have people you can talk to.
863011some days you say something and people take it the wrong way. It really sucks to be you regidar.
863097 Yeah, it does suck to be me.
But apparently, I'm just "Emo", "whiny", and a "disappointment".
863108 863097 I wasn't trying to be mean or anything guys >.<
I was just saying it from experience, as I've lost a friend and a girlfriend. The latter is worse.
863136 Love is fleeting and fragile.
Friendships are usually more concrete. Friends are there for you when you fall from a relationship, and if you play it right, will last your whole life. Same can be said for love, but it's harder to maintain.
But what would I know? This is not a subject of my expertise.
i know exactly how you feel...
heck, there has been things going on in my life right now, i dont know how to handle and could use someone to talk to... just know all of us (not just me) are here for ya 
863136 Uh... What regidar just said at the end. I wasn't meaning to be rude or anything.
863068 it's just so painful, as you know. I gave her my everything, and was ready to give up everything just to be with her... I feel like there's no one else out there for me, that's how much she mattered to me. But thanks for being there for me, chaotic.
hey that brony over there, some of us women get treated this way too.
That said, P0nies, we're all here for ya. I won't say that you'll get over it, or that it'll get better, but in time, the wound won't seem as bad. Some times its impossible to heal, other times it is. However, you have a nice big safety net to catch you and help you try to get back up, okay?
From the looks of it, it seems as if I do have a pretty bug safety net...