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“The soul becomes dyed with the colour of its thoughts.” -Marcus Aurelius, Meditations

Feb
16th
2024

Harddive died · 9:18pm February 16th

Last year when I had my little vacation I noticed my laptop having signs of its approaching death, so I ordered a cheap external hard drive. It was a panic purchase, I am very uneducated on computers aside from their general use, and copied all my data. I since used it as the main storage space to keep microsoft's prying eyes out of my affairs (its the spirit of the thing rather than having anything scandalous, I'm actually quite boring). But so goes the saying "putting all your eggs in one

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Jan
7th
2024

Another Update · 12:14am January 7th

So I felt the need to touch base with you all again.

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Nov
27th
2023

Yup Shingles · 12:29am Nov 27th, 2023

noticed it yesterday night. My eyeliid aching and red, and I got the start of a rash around my left down to my checkbone. I ran out today for a refill on my huge-ass anti viral pills.

I mean, I got these before I started having any holes in my vision, but I hate that I'm back to stinging, burning eye pain.

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Nov
25th
2023

Going back to the ophthalmologist · 5:42pm Nov 25th, 2023

I had hoped the dry-eye I was experiencing was just allergies, or an abrasion, but my eye has begun to become red again. I wake up, and my vision in that eye is so foggy that I can barely see myself in the mirror. after an hour or two its back to normal. It aches as if there's an abrasion, but unlike before it actually waters and isn't dry all the time.

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Nov
19th
2023

The slug finally completes a chapter · 4:43am Nov 19th, 2023

Yeah. It happened.

I have it in the hands of a beta reader. if it passes the sniff test I'll upload it ASAP

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Aug
25th
2023

Got the diagnosis · 8:33pm Aug 25th, 2023

Shingles.
In my eye.
never before have I had the pressure in my eyes measured, but dear lord that was an experience I don't want again.
But the ophamologist diagnosed me within minutes. I'd had dermatitis last week over half my skull, and it turned out not to be an allergic reaction, but the good ol' zoster virus waking up after 30 years of dormancy.

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Aug
24th
2023

Left eye has developed a hole · 10:19pm Aug 24th, 2023

My left eye's been dry for a long time. but yesterday I developed this white hole like a sudden flash but it was slow to go away. then I could see veins in the after image. I also feel burning. I went to the optometrist and he did tests. he said its not retina damage, but didn't offer me many options.

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Jul
26th
2023

I don't know how to title this · 4:13pm Jul 26th, 2023

My dad is an alcoholic. He drinks like a fish and I live with him to ensure he doesn't overwork or overdrink and give him company.

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Apr
26th
2023

Florida update · 12:50am Apr 26th, 2023

So i seem to have beaten back the roaches. Boric Acid does wonders as ever. The duct tape and baking soda traps I made aren't catching anything now.

I've had a few days to relax and tap out the final prep work for Lord Barleycorn and chapter work is commencing.

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Apr
15th
2023

war has been declared. · 6:07am Apr 15th, 2023

I am at my uncle's trailer in florida. its a humble little place, quiet, remote... and full of huge ass roaches.

I am sadly stuck here for 2 weeks and I have an intense hatred for vermin like roaches. moreso than the usual person. And these things are the size of matchbox cars. I walked 3 miles carrying a 70 lb bag to walmart so i could get groceries for this trip. I am more than willing to walk 2 just to make a dent in these bug's population.

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