So, hatred won.

I’ll just be open and admit to you all that I’ve been doing a lot of crying today. And every time I think I’m done wallowing in despair, I hear someone else talk about their own fear, and I start crying all over again. If you think that’s pathetic, I guess that's fine. I never claimed to be the most mentally fortified person. I just wanted to be frank with you all, and tell anyone who needs to hear it that you are not alone in your pain. Far from it.

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Yes hello hi, it's been like a YEAR since I've posted a fic on here. Long story short, I was worried nothing I came up with would be as good as some things I've already written, but I know I really need to start taking this a little less seriously and relax. Writing silly pony fics is meant to be a fun hobby. The thing is, I've still been writing. A LOT. But I don't commit to anything anymore. I see so many problems in what I write. It becomes overwhelming, trying to perfect it enough

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Well hello, hello, hello!

I've been a bit quiet on here. Of all things, I certainly did not expect Intermission to be the fic that I posted next.

_{It wasn't even in my list of projects previewed in my last post-- I don't think I had started it at the time. Well, rest assured, all those projects are still well on there way. None of them have been abandoned.}

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So. Quick thing before anything else:

Firstly, thank you to the few of you who saw my last post and lent me some caring words. I just wanted to quickly say you have all been seen and heard and very much appreciated, even if I didn't respond.

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This is the thousandth time I've tried to write a blog post about anything, I always write miles of words and give up and delete it. Every other time was going to be about fic related topics. This time I'm going to vent.

So, hi, I'm an incredibly socially anxious person. This past week has reminded me of that to an extremely uncomfortable amount. I spent two hours straight sobbing out loud in my room like the adult I am a few hours ago.

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Sooo, I'm almost done with a really short fic (which was almost a much, much longer fic) for the Original Pairings contest.

And I quite love it a lot.

It should be out soon, I just have to add a little bit and finish my current cover, come to a decision about the title and all that. So be looking out for that hopefully happening soon, I really hope people enjoy it.

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