The title says it all I have a surprise I wanted to tell you guy's but I want to surprise you so I will tell you guy's later but please be on the lookout for it.

Ever since I uploaded the last two blog posts I have been receiving messages over PM saying sorry or wondering how long I have. Which piss me off! I have suffered through a lot of shi*t if you really think I will have a set date on death you are wrong! I have survived a lot more than this. I am going to continue to survive and I am damn well going to fight against death and anything that try's to kill me. I am a fighter and survivor and I have done things that you guy's would have never even

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I don't really tell anyone what I just told you all but I decided you guys had a right to know and don't worry I am doing fine. Please if you want to know more just comment on this blog post.

I will have to tell you the truth that I don't know how long my life span is. I didn't quite include a major single detail about seizures in my last blog. If a person has epilepsy and have seizures normally then you have a small chance to die by one but if it's as severe as my case then well I didn't really want to tell you guy's but I have a higher chance of dying than most people with epilepsy. The longer you have epilepsy the bigger that chance gets and well I have had seizures since I was

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I have a medical condition called Epilepsy and my condition is severe Epilepsy. I have seizures that could kill me normally or used to be normally until I got meds for my Epilepsy. So you guys are probably wondering what a seizure is. Well it's when you're brain overloads it's own signals and shut down without warning. The obvious negative impact is that the person you once were is no longer there. Until you wake up after your brain restarts but in the worst case scenario you're brain will

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I will be honest I was drifting in and out of consciousness at the beginning but after a quick seizure this morning and then going to sleep I woke up a few hours ago but was feeling weak so I took a shower and I guess I fell asleep in the shower because I woke up there. Anyways I got dressed and actually felt better so I decided to tell you guy's that I was still alive.

Pretty much the same thing as the title of the blog. I am pretty sure I am sick and I don't know what I am sick of but as I was saying I must of gotten sick from helping someone with washing their car. I got extremely wet and it was cold outside. I think I might have caught a cold. Sadly this means I have to put Chapter 5 of Clever like a Fox off. So I can recover. I am going to be honest here I can barely see anything I am all light headed and I am drifting off while writing this. Anyways I

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The blog post where I said I don't deserve your support was just stupid and was wrong of me. I shouldn't just throw myself under the bus like that. I have never really had support before at least not genuine. So I always figured I have to earn it as well as the fact that other people are more deserving of support than me. People who have lost everything. I am sorry for everything I shouldn't just throw myself under the bus like that. I am sorry. I should do better I will do better I hope you

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Just go and read his blog post here. https://www.fimfiction.net/blog/885956/leaving

I have read all of your guys comments and I can't say that I deserve anything. I don't deserve any of this and I am grateful but I can't see how I deserve any of this. I haven't done anything to deserve this. I have failed a lot of people and have sacrifice a lot to help people but I don't know if I deserve this. I shouldn't bother you guys with my problems. I am glad that you guys support me but I don't deserve it. All I do is mess everything up. I don't deserve the support of you guys.

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