How seizures affect me. · 3:06am Jan 19th, 2020
I will have to tell you the truth that I don't know how long my life span is. I didn't quite include a major single detail about seizures in my last blog. If a person has epilepsy and have seizures normally then you have a small chance to die by one but if it's as severe as my case then well I didn't really want to tell you guy's but I have a higher chance of dying than most people with epilepsy. The longer you have epilepsy the bigger that chance gets and well I have had seizures since I was born which of course means I have had epilepsy for 19 years and the chance of death goes up if you have grandma seizures which are the kind I have. I really don't feel comfortable with this blog post because I always didn't want to have you guys feel sorry for me but at the same time if something does happen. I just wanted to tell you guy's before hand. I really didn't want to tell you guy's this because I don't want to hurt you guys. I am completely fine right now but I decided to tell you guy's why I help people. I help people so I know that while I was here I was able to change lives. I knew from a very young age that I chance to die from my seizures. When I was younger I would always get scared that I could always die at a very young age but then I decided that if I died I would choose what to do with my life and how people would remember me. Funny thing looking back it was pretty fun but now I have accepted that I may die at a young age but I am not going to go down easy and I am sure as hell going to choose how my life ends. Here a good quote to live by: "In The End we Are All Just Stories, Better Make It A Good Eh" it's a quote from Doctor who that really summarize what I feel and why I help people. Please PM me if you want more details about my medical condition. I am going repeat this again I am fine I am not dying right now I am just letting you guys know that there's a chance that this could happen and besides I have always been one hell of a fighter and I have always beaten the odds.
Keep fighting strong!
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger!
I’m sorry, I couldn’t resist. Any way, I have faith that you will get better! Just know, we will always be here for you and God will always be there for you.
Wow! You are so much stronger than I realized. This is extremely inspiring. Keep fighting! I wish you a long and fulfilling life