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Badwolf1175


''I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself. I take the words; I scatter them in time and space … a message to lead myself here.''-Rose. The new profile pic is by RiverMoon

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  • 75 weeks
    I am back

    Hello guys so I am back. I am still here and check up on things. I hope everything has been good. I will tell you the truth O am having trouble with my life right now. I am going to stay here and logged in. I am going to stay. I don't know if I have the ability to keep writing but I will try to get to writing when things settle down.

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  • 112 weeks
    I am alive still!

    I am still alive and have not forgotten about this place. I have actually been feeling like coming back however right now I am looking for a job or I will be forcibly removed from my home so pretty high stakes but still I am still working on all of that and now there’s good news too. I have gotten my very new gaming PC which means I can make YouTube videos again. I used to make YouTube videos

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    2 comments · 183 views
  • 137 weeks
    Hey everyone. I am just making a quick update.

    I have and haven’t been doing to well recently. I had a lot of anxiety attacks recently due to stress but I am keeping myself largely busy for the most part with games. I plan on recording some games maybe and posting them on YouTube and as for my stories I really really want to write again but I know I can’t under the current condition I am in and so please wait for a bit. I am also getting

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    2 comments · 216 views
  • 146 weeks
    I am alive.

    Hello everyone. I have been gone for quite a while now and it’s because I am trying to work on my life and personal problems. I have been trying to get things together and get everything ready. It has not worked out so well. I know I have failed all of you and I promise I don’t plan on leaving forever but I need time to get my life together. I look back here and worry about how I failed you all.

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    7 comments · 224 views
  • 174 weeks
    Update.

    So let's just talk about my stories. I am planning more for clever like a fox and others but sadly as I have said it will come out in short content bursts and I am planning a new story but it will have to wait. I am at a stand still because of the lack of content I have been putting out regarding my YouTube videos as well but a new law can come into affect that could be damaging to my channel but

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Jan
15th
2020

I don't deserve your support! · 10:48pm Jan 15th, 2020

I have read all of your guys comments and I can't say that I deserve anything. I don't deserve any of this and I am grateful but I can't see how I deserve any of this. I haven't done anything to deserve this. I have failed a lot of people and have sacrifice a lot to help people but I don't know if I deserve this. I shouldn't bother you guys with my problems. I am glad that you guys support me but I don't deserve it. All I do is mess everything up. I don't deserve the support of you guys. Everything I have done, Everything I lost can't be replaced. I failed people who needed me the most. I failed to stop one of my friends from committing suicide and I failed with helping him. I push myself to make sure his death was meaningless. I then saw the people I love doe in front of me. I never got to say goodbye. There are people out there that have worst then me. My problems don't matter. I don't deserve the support. I am nothing but a person who has failed to help when it counted most. I am sorry for this I am sorry for troubling you guys. I am just sorry!

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Comments ( 10 )

What made u think that u didn't?

Of course you deserve it your a great friend to all of us we wouldn’t be trying so hard if we didn’t think you deserved it

yeah so turn that frown upside down!

Don't say this, Wolf! Without a doubt, you truly and surely deserve every bit of support you're getting! You matter--and we're here for you, no matter what!

If you don’t tell anyone, how are you supposed to get help

Don't say that! You deserve all the support we can give!:twilightsmile:
It's not your fault your friend commeted suicide, don't beat yourself up becaise of it.
Everyone deserves love, including you!:heart:

You do deserve it because we feel you do it, it our choice and what we feel. You are a good person don't ever doubt that. Many of us can't help each other directly but we can support you and each other.

All you just said is called life. That is what happens. And it's normal. It is how we learn. It is how we are shaped and molded into better people. And just because you may not see how you have earned that support, well maybe you haven't. But that doesn't mean we can't give you our support out of kindness and generosity. And do you know what that is called? You guessed it, LIFE!

I am assuming that others are like me too. They have failed, or they have experienced something outside their influence they wished they could have changed. Between family and friends. And we learned from those and that is why you have earned some of our support. Because of what we have gone through, what we have had shape us, and what we want done differently.

Deserved or not, we judge you worthy of our support. And in the end, that is what matters.

Stop saying that you don’t deserve our support of course you do

Of course you deserve support, and your problems do matter. You are not bothering anyone. The people who answered and tried to help are a testament to that

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