Okay, So you go to bed at regular time, maybe little earlier or later than usual, doesn't matter. Maybe you see dreams too, those are always nice. But then, at some point, you wake up too early. It's not even past 6:00 yet, on a Sunday morning. And you get that feeling. Despite of how much you may need a few more hours of sleep, your brain simply won't let you. It feels like your brain are going with a speed of light, thinking something completely meaningless. No matter how hard you try, you

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Do you remember those days you were in school? Those days when your whole future was ahead of you? You and your friends all had a vision what you would become after you grew up. You all had dreams, hopes and wishes. Maybe you wanted to become something like a doctor or a fireman or something else cliché? I never met a kid who didn't have these dreams. They all knew what they'd do with their lives, they all had dreams.

I, never did. And still don't have today.

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This is my first blog post of 2020. The new year was awesome as always, but now it's time to get the bull by the horns again--hopefully. I didn't make any new year's resolutions, other than trying to be a better person in general.

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No, it's not ready yet, but I think it's super adorable so I decided to post it anyway. Living with Nurse Redheart can be quite interesting, especially when you are going out with her. You can't look like you just crawled out of a trash can. Where are they going exactly? Feel free to leave a guess below.

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It was a dark autumn morning... My room was cold because of a draft from the window. I could hear somebody talking. Mom and dad had woken up quite early, even for them. I knew this was no ordinary day. My dad was about to go to dangerous surgery that would not only change his life forever. Everybody was worried sick. There was a real chance he might not make it back to us. My mom left to support him, leaving the home for me. I was supposed to get the mail and keep the house warm. She didn't

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Things are still not much better. I have been noticing a change in me for the past year... and it's not really a good one. I have been doing some writing, though. Nothing major, I'm afraid, but still something. At this point, I'm really doubting if I ever get to finish all of my stories. Currently, I have been focusing on the sequel. I'm fully aware that only a couple of people have actually read the first one, but still... I need to write that. Maybe it will give the first one some attention

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I seriously don't know how long I can withstand this situation, I'm reaching my limits as a human being. My heart is filled with anger, bitterness, and envy. Shame and pride fighting over for what little I call life. I have no passion, skills, or ambition to achieve anything. No friends to talk to... All I have is my family, and I'm grateful for their support, even if they all have their own problems to deal with. But they won't be around forever. I'm scared and I don't know what to do. I tried

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Well, technically, this isn't the 100th blog post because I have deleted a couple in the past. But that's just trivia. In this blog, I'm going to let a couple of things off of my chest and then post some extremely cute pictures or gifs at the end. We'll see.

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