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Everhopeful


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May
18th
2015

Grimview Rock · 7:40pm May 18th, 2015

It's not in my nature to be contentious or offensive, even with myself. I'm a coward and a follower. But today I find myself going around and around in circles on life's big picture, trapped in a shortcircuit. In order to escape, I must challenge the fundamental assumptions because the thought has no end, and if I try to concentrate on it I end up back where I started with less time left to think. This is worth writing down, of that I'm certain, not because it is a discovery or a great idea,

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Feb
28th
2015

The Fall of the Republic · 9:42pm Feb 28th, 2015

In the dying years of the republic, everyone could sense it coming. Those that couldn't accept that things would change buried their heads in the sand and kept on living as if tomorrow would come, but the winds of change would not blow. Those that felt the winds of change waited, patience is a virtue and surviving a change in the world order requires careful observation. Those that pushed for the change waited the moment to strike, it's not an easy thing to topple a way of life, especially one

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Jan
19th
2015

Losing My Religion · 8:25pm Jan 19th, 2015

Recently I've hit a slight life hurdle, and I'm going to blog about it because I've got nothing better to do at 3am and this song is gorgeous.

I have no idea how Flutterdash works. That's the truth, a sneaking suspicion that's crept up on me from the moment I landed feet first here. I don't know what the attraction is. The spark. The crucial element.

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Nov
19th
2014

Crash · 3:27pm Nov 19th, 2014

So heads up to anybody I haven't already broken the news to, I was in a car crash today.

I'm fine, it could have been much worse (although the car had just been serviced:raritydespair:).

Having ticked that off the list of things I wanted never to happen to me but now have, I can say that I seriously hope it never happens again.

Drive safe out there.

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Nov
12th
2014

Rules · 7:08am Nov 12th, 2014

I've spent the past hour trying to write a blogpost that whines about how society's out to get me and I don't have a place in it.

But that isn't true, and I've realised the issue is far simpler.

There are a set of rules in my head that are set out in such a way as to make out that I can't win. Some of them are actual rules and some of them are not. These are hollow notions, false notions, hastily constructed shortcuts or mere tape over whole avenues of thought and action.

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Sep
18th
2014

Two Little Ducks · 2:46pm Sep 18th, 2014

If you'd got me at some other point today, this probably would have been more in line with my usual style. But right now, I'm truly, wholly, completely happy. And because I am happy, this blog post is a heck of a lot shorter.

It's my birthday and today was just awesome.

Thank you, all of you. It's wonderful just to be alive and have the privilege of knowing you all.

Have a good day.

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Mar
3rd
2014

The Plan · 4:14pm Mar 3rd, 2014

As you read this, feel free to listen to either of the two following songs, as I feel like they set the mood for what I'm about to say nicely.

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Feb
22nd
2014

Drive · 5:32pm Feb 22nd, 2014

Do you dream?

Can you put yourself in a world that is not the one we inhabit because in that other world you've reached some logical extension of your personal journey?

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Nov
16th
2013

Not Allowed to Die · 6:38am Nov 16th, 2013

I've just signed away my right to kill myself. It's a funny thing really, who's going to come to collect the fine if I do? But it's enough to stop me if I get close.

I think it goes without saying that this is the worst the depression's ever been. I've got about 3 or 4 blogposts saying that now and it's as true now as it was then.

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Sep
17th
2013

Blackjack · 6:53pm Sep 17th, 2013

It's now 3:00 am on the morning of my 21st birthday.

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