Hey..... i tried to commit suicide. My boyfriend had blocked me, and family issues were getting so out of paw..... so, i tried to end myself. All i accomplished though, was make myself seriously ill. [sigh] It sure tells you where i'm headed, huh? Now, my boyfriend unblocked me, but we haven't physically talked to each other since. I'm seriously depressed, for i think he might just end up leaving me. Especially if he learned about my suicide attempt. I don't want

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It sure has been a while, hasn't it? I'm sorry.
Life is still difficult, but..... even more so.

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i've had chest pains lately, and soooooo much stress.....

For all who ask if i'm ok, i'm not. Not one day goes by, without some sort of fight, drama, or.... or my own family being bullies to me. Every holiday i start to hate, because my own family ruins it for me all the time.

Awkward: When you think of someone in a way that..... that ends up with you taking a cold shower, and changing clothes.

Ugh..... i had a fist fight with my younger brother about two days ago. And it was BAD. See, my balance isn't the best, so i'm used to the occasional fall. But when you're purposely pushed off your feet, and having to defend yourself while you're down.... I'm still feeling those bruises.
I found a few that worry me so. I'm not necessarily the best about protecting the soft parts; a turtle with a broken and cracked shell.

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You ever have an oc you think is oh so perfect, cause you created it yourself, and you're proud of it.... only for several people to point out how bad it is, or to make you feel like you wasted your effort, and want to put a fist through a wall? Shatters your pride and all you stand for.... pulls the rug right from under ya.

What is the most embarrassing thing you've ever done?

I'm so original. But she's my first Oc. She's Alicorn, Crystal pony, Changeling, Dragon, Phoenix, Wolf, and Yoshi.

If an angel took a wizz, would it be called holy water?