Disowned

by littlebrony

Finding My True Self

Wind Charm was running as fast as his little legs would take him. His head was clouded with the memories of the events that just took place. Charm couldn't help but worry about Babs. “I hope she is ok. She was getting pretty beat up when she told me to run” he thought to himself, as tears began to form.

His vision was becoming blurry. A mix of blood and tears in his eyes made it very hard to see. He stopped to try to wipe his eyes clean. After a few rubs with his hoof he took a look around to see where he was.

He found himself on a dirt path on the outskirts of the big city. He could see the city lights behind him. Bright enough to block out the stars in the night sky. Looking forward he spotted a old tree. Beneath it the ground was full of lush green grass. And a bench with three hearts carved into the back of it.

“I better rest for a few minutes.” He thought to himself. As he approached the bench he heard what sound like thunder rolling down the path. Looking towards the city. He saw a huge figure running his was. “Im going to kill you, you little shit” A voice said echoing through the air. The voice made his churn, and his bones ache. His father had found him.

Charm turned to run, he felt a sharp pain in his ankle. And collapsed to the cold hard ground beneath him. He watched as his father got ever closer with each passing moment. Charm managed to make it to his hooves. Only being able to limp slowly towards the tree.

Charm could hear his father getting ever closer. He turned his head to see how close his father was. Only to be met by a hoof in his face. Sending him into the ground. His head scraped against the dirt and rock below. He could feel the blood trickle down the side of his head, as he tried to get back up.

As soon as he was upright again. He was met with a sharp kick to his side. The kick sent him into the large old tree. Removing the bark where he hit. Charm laid there gasping for air and coughing up blood. His vision became blurry, and there was a loud ringing in his ears.

“This is it.” Charm thought to himself as he watched a blurry image of his father walk ever closer.

“Say goodbye you little shit!” Charms father said as he lifted up for one last blow.

The sky lit up with lightning, and a loud voice rained down from above. “Stop right there Brute Force!” Yelled the voice. Brute Force stopped and turned to see Princess Luna coming out of the clouds and landing just a few feet from him.

“I shall not let you take the life of this innocent filly!” Luna said, with a thundering voice. “Mind your own business princess!” He said with a evil tone. “I will not raise such a sissy little colt. He is weak and deserves to die.” His eyes now glazed over in rage.

Luna’s eyes turned pure white as her horn lit up. The winds picked up, and the clouds above began to form a vortex. “You have made a grave mistake Brute Force. You have harmed not one, but two of my children of the night. I shall see to it that you never see the light of my sisters sun ever again!”

Brute Force found himself trapped in a magical field. His body unable to more. The more he tried to move the grip of the magic tightened around him. “You will pay for this you stupid bitch.” Brute Force said, as he was being lifted into the sky.

“No Brute Force, it is you who shall pay!” Said Luna as her voice grew louder. “Say hello to Cerberus for me.” She said with a grin on her face, as she lifted Brute Force into the vortex above.

Wind Charm watched as Luna lifted his father high into the clouds. His vision blurry from the blood that was running down his face. From the cuts and scrapes on his head. The sky flashed with a bright light. And his father was gone.

Wind Charm coughed and blood covered the ground in front of him. He began to feel dizzy. Then he felt a sudden warmth come over him, as he felt himself being lifted into the air.

Luna brought him up to her. Her once rage filled eyes, now showing the look of concern as she brought him ever closer. “Dear Wind Charm I wish i could have made here a little bit sooner.” A single tear fell from her face. “I can help with the major injuries, but the minor ones must heal on their own,” she said as her horn lit up with a light blue glow.

Charm watch as Luna placed her horn to his chest. He felt as all the pain that was coming from his insides slowly faded away. A feeling of warmth and calmness fell over him as everything turned black.

Out of the darkness came a light. And from that light came Princess Luna. Charm watched in awe. As the princess approached him. “How do you feel Wind Charm?” She asked. Her voice showing signs of concern for him. “I feel good.” Replied Wind Charm. “But where are we?” He asked.

“We are in my realm. The land of dreams.” Said the princess. “The land of dreams?” Said Charm in a puzzled tone. “So that must mean that I'm asleep” Princess luna smiled. “ Yes my child you are sleeping. I had to put you to sleep so my magic could heal your broken bones.”

Charm looked down. “Thank princess for saving me, but I really wish i could helped out my friend. She fought off my father so I could run away.” Tears were now rolling down his face.

“Ah yes your friend. Said Luna. “You need not worry about her my little filly. For it was her that alerted me to what was happening.” Charm looked up at the princess. “So Babs is ok? He asked. “Her body was badly beaten, but she will be ok.” Luna pulled Charm into a hug.

Charm pulled away, and looked at the princess in a puzzled look. “Wait did you call me a filly?” Luna let out a laugh. “Why yes I did young one. You are a filly, are you not?” Charm looked down. “I wish I was, but my body is a colts body. I feel like a filly on the inside. If only my outside matched.”

Luna placed her hoof on Charms chin. Charm looked up to look her in the face. “Now now young one. You still have much to learn. You say you have a colts body but you feel like a filly.” Luna turned away from Charm and looked up. “You need to stop viewing yourself as what you're not, but view yourself as what you are.”

“I don’t understand Luna.” Charm said. “What do you mean by viewing myself as what I am.”

Luna let out another giggle, and her horn glowed. A mirror the appeared in front of Charm. “Look into the mirror and tell me what you see.” Charm looked into the mirror and dropped his head. “Luna all I see is a Colt looking back at me. I don’t see a cute little filly, like iI would like to.” Luna got down beside him, and looked into the mirror as well. “You are looking at it all wrong. Because what I see is a very cute and very pretty little filly.”

Charm looked at Luna in confusion. “Close your eyes and listen to your heart, not your mind. If you block out what your heart is telling you. You will only see a colt. But if you listen to your heart. You will see the Cute little filly that I am looking at, And so will everypony else.”

Charm looked back at the mirror. The little colt looking back at him. Seemed to be mocking him. “That is not me.” He thought to himself. Charm then closed his eyes. “In order to truly listen to your heart, you must clear your mind. And you will find the way.” Luna said while watching Charm. She hoped that he could see the little filly that she was looking at. “He must find the path on his own. I can not interfere now.” She thought to herself.

Charm sat there. His mind was racing. “I have to calm down.” he thought. He took a deep breath. Then another, then another, and continued to do this until he found himself at peace. It was a feeling he had never felt before.

“Okay. She told me to listen to my heart. But how?” He thought to himself. He sat there. Not a single thought in his head. He concentrated on listening. He did not know what he was going to hear. But he was determined to hear something.

A few moments passed. Charm was starting to give up hope. Then he heard it. A faint little voice coming from behind him. He turned to see a small figure in the distance waving at him. “Charm.” The voice called. He started walking towards the figure. With every step he could hear the voice getting louder. He started to run, wanting to see the figure this voice was coming from. “Hurry Charm, I want you to meet me.” The voice said.

The figure seemed to get bigger as he got closer and closer. It was almost his size now. He was getting excited. He was almost there. Just then a door appeared in from of him. The door was a bright purple in color. There was butterfly's and flowers decorating it.

He could hear the voice calling to him from the other side. “Open the door and play with me.” the voice said. Charm raised his hoof up to the door and gave a small push. The door slowly opened and a bright white light flashed before him. Charm could not see a thing.

His vision slowly started coming back to him. A figure in the shape of a pony started to
come into view. It was just a shadow at first. Then he saw color start to appear. Then the ponies features. What he saw before him, was a little filly with a long silver flowing mane, a light grey coat that shown in the light, and big purple eyes with a hint of pink. Then the little filly spoke.

“You finally found me. It’s about time.” She said with a giggle. Charm looked at her in shock. “Who are you?” he asked. She giggled again. “Why I’m you, you silly little goose.” She said with a smile. “You can’t be. I’m just a ugly little colt.” She laughed again. “ I have no idea what you are talking about. Here look for yourself.” She said as a mirror appeared in front of him.

He looked in the mirror, and could not believe what he was seeing. He saw the same little filly looking back at him. Every move he made the little filly mimicked him. He turned his head to look at his body. His body was just the same as the filly’s. Charm looked back in front of himself to see that the mirror had vanished and the filly was standing there instead.

“Are you ready to play with me now?” Asked the filly. Charm looked at her. “I am ready to play.” He said as he reached is hoof out to her. She raised her hoof and the met midway. When they touched, the filly shown a bright white. “Yay I’m glad, I have been waiting a long time to play with you.” She said as her body seemed to turn transparent and enter his own.

Charm felt warm, he felt like there was no longer something missing. Everything started getting bright again. Then charm felt a hoof resting on his shoulder. He turned to see Princess Luna standing over him. “Did you find yourself?” she asked. Charm looked forward into the mirror, and saw that he was still that little filly. He was now a she. A smile came across Charms face. “I did princess. I did find myself.”

“That is good my little filly. But I must warn you. When you awaken your body will still be that of a colt. But you will be able to see yourself as a filly and so will everypony around you.” Luna then put her hoof on Charms head. “You must continue to believe in yourself.” And one day you may have the body you desire. But only when the time is right.”

“Thank you princess for showing me, what I needed to see.” said Charm. Luna Smiled. One more thing young one. When you awake. Your body is still quite injured but you are close to your destination. Make it there and they shall take care of the rest.” Said Luna as she began to fade away. “Goodbye my child.” Good bye princess” said Charm as everything became dark.

Charms Eyes fluttered open as she awoke from her slumber. She was not where she was attacked last night. She was on a bench next to a archway. Charm looked up and saw a sign. It read. *Sweet Apple Acres* A smile came over her face. Luna had left her right where Bab’s was telling her to go.

She took a step off of the bench, and felt a pain come from her hoof. She was still injured. But not as bad as she was last night. Charm made her way off the bench and started down the pathway into Sweet Apple Acres. Every step she took hurt. She found she could only just limp. “I guess Luna just healed the major Injuries.” she thought to herself. Taking note of the pain that still lingered throughout her small body.

She was becoming very tired. But was determined to make it to the farm as she walked over a hilltop. Spotting the farm in the distance. She could smell the scent of fresh Apples. The scent flooded her nose. She could even taste it. She continued to limp her way towards the farm.

A pony with a orange coat and a yellow mane, wearing a cowgirl hat caught her eye in the distance. The pony spotted her and started walking her way. “Hey little filly are ya lost?” yelled the farm pony. Charm tried to say something but she didn’t have the energy and collapsed. The last thing she heard was the pony screaming. “Big Mac, Apple Bloom, get out here quick. This little filly needs help.

Author's Note:

Wow that was a lot of writing. I do hope that everypony likes it.

Comments

[littlebrony]

6702033 you know that is a good question. One that i am still working on. Since chapter 4 is in the works. And I have not yet gotten to that part yet. So i will tell you what you can do. Suggest a name that you think may work with the character. And if i like it. I may use it. but allow me to thank you for reading and i hope you keep coming back for more.

[Tohshi]

Good so far. I like it and I hope your muse carries you far with this story. I can see it needs some work on the gramar side of things but definitively not the worse out there flon that end. Keep up the good work. Also can't wait to read more.

[NicLove]

6705368 Well, "his" name is Wind Charm so... why not "( Flutter-Beauty )"

p.s.

“That is good my little filly. But I must warn you. When you awaken your body will still be that of a colt. But you will be able to see yourself as a filly and so will everypony around you.” Luna then put her hoof on Charms head. “You must continue to believe in yourself.” And one day you may have the body you desire. But only when the time is right.”

What does that mean ?
Do you mean a "Illusion-Spell" that is powered by.. WillPower ?

Wait, if "Flutter-Beauty" puts her hooves on her face, would she fill a colt's or a filly's face ?

[NicLove]

What he saw before him, was a little filly with a long silver flowing mane, a light grey coat that shown in the light, and big purple eyes with a hint of pink. Then the little filly spoke.

Is that how he had always looked, or how she now looks like ?

p.s. also, "Flutter-Beauty" is a earth-pony !?

[NicLove]

Ummm... You may want 2 change that

... and big purple eyes with a hint of pink ...

This image has green eyes...