Codependency part II · 10:42pm Feb 17th, 2022
It's been over 4 months since I've fallen in love, my feelings for him have grown and I truly wish to spend the rest of my life with him. However I've noticed my codependency suddenly spiking (I don't know if codependency is the correct them but it's the closest thing I can find to what I've been suffering with). 3 days ago was the first time I saw him interact with other people, before it has always been just me and him doing things alone. I'm perfectly fine with him spending time with other people and I shouldn't feel bad about it at all but for some reason that really set things off and put me into this downwards spiral. I need to regain my independence, I must have let it slip over the past month without realizing and I need to get a hold of things before it's too late. I would hate to ruin another relationship, especially with someone as perfect as him :c I really hope things will work out...