Clinic

Last week I had ended up in the mental clinic for about 3 days. I was given a lot of medication which seem to help to some extent. Ever since then I've been feeling very odd, very emotionally unstable. There's a lot of people watching over me currently, people from the clinic, people from my university, getting lots of calls and constant check ups on how I'm doing. It all seems like a lot of effort, and I can't help but feel like I'm a burden to them and even my friends. Currently it's 4am, I didn't take my sleep medication so I guess I'm just up reflecting over everything. I still feel so lost in life, ever since my parents went to prison I've just been on my own left with the scars they've given me. It's a sad life, I can't help but think about how much I'd enjoy life and living had my childhood been different.