Moved out · 12:16am Jan 7th, 2022
I'm 20 now, just a few days ago I moved out from my parent's home. These past few days have been extremely rough, I have extreme anxiety and I have not been able to adjust to this new place. I've spent most of my life in my bedroom at my parent's home and that became a place of comfort for me, a place where I felt safe and could take a break from life. I have not been able to feel that again since arriving here, I wish I could have a place that could feel safe and comfortable again but for now I'm constantly on edge trying to survive. I also haven't been speaking to my bf very much recently, I don't know if he wants to talk or not but I don't want to bother him with these feelings.. I feel like these past few days all I've done is cry about all the pain and emotions I've been struggling with, there's nothing he can do about it so I shouldn't keep putting that on him. I need to be independent, I need to be stronger.. My first semester at University begins in about 10 days, I'm not sure how things will go but good luck future me, see you in 2 years.
