I believe it is time I return... · 5:16am Jan 31st, 2021
For I have hurt in ways that should never be felt, I believe it is time to return to the mind-numbing world of the internet...
I've spent my last few weeks doing nothing, trying to be human, and to no avail. A lack of sleep and sanity has not helped matters one bit.
Who am I? A human. That's all I've got, so I'm just going to keep on existing and hope things go okay.............
Countess Coloratura: I am just a pony.
Me: That is NOT HELPING!
Also me: You're right, it's time for you to come back to the Ponynet. We've missed you! And about not knowing who you are and what you want to do in your life, you are not the only one. Who am I? My name's Angel Midnight. But who is Angel Midnight? How do I fit into the jigsaw of the universe? I don't know, or at least, I don't know everything. I might never, but I know that I believe in the Elements of Harmony and want to use my abilities to help others, whether that's raising money for charity, getting a job where I can help others, doing volunteer work, whatever. And I know that I'm happy with who I am. That's the most important one. And are you happy with who you are?
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Not really.
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Wrong answer. You should be. As cheesy as this is, let me remind you that there is no other Fancy Mark out there
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I know, but there's other more debilitating factors at play here, it's not necessarily a sense of lost individuality, but more of a gender thing, a "finding my place in the world" kinda thing, a cheesy movie plot, basically.
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What kind of life do you have? Is it like a chat show, where you're the host and the special guests talk about themselves and various issues they have with the world? Are you stuck in an action-packed movie with five plot twists a month? Either way, you'll probably be going about your daily life, and maybe you'll be on a journey somewhere, and then you'll have this massive epiphany where all of those questions about your life are answered at once. Unfortunately for me, I only get these answers one at a time. Then again, I don't particularly want any more hits-you-like-a-bus plot twists. I've had more than my fair share.
The point is, though, you will find out where your place is. One of those places is the Ponynet. Now you just have to work out what other pieces your piece of the jigsaw is connected to. It takes time, but it will happen. Lucky guess: you will know everything you need to before June. If you don't, I owe you 1 pony fanfic.
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I hope so, my birthday is in June
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Ponyfeathers. Every so often I have a moment where I seem to be psychic, like I might daydream about having a conversation with a certain pony and then a few weeks later I actually have that exact same conversation with that pony. I knew June was important for you, no joke. If only I could predict next week's lottery numbers...
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agh you ARE magick
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Yupperdeedo. I am magick with a K. Say that to auto correct, lol.