Nov
25th
2020
I’m not OK... · 2:44am Nov 25th, 2020
I’m not going to say anything about what’s going on, but since people do this, I’m going to join the crowd.
Things are tough for me right now. When I’m upset, all I want to do is hurt people, deserving of it or not. My blood is replaced with poison, and I want my words to be replaced with venom.
My sanity is not on the line. But things are tough, and I don’t want to be Mr. Nice Guy anymore.
None of my stories are cancelled, I’m just doing what other troubled people do. Progress is slow. No new chapters may come out unless I have a plan.
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ScorchingFlamesInc · 132 views
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Buddy, your scaring me. What's wrong?
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Classified... I can’t share it, but nobody said anything about how it’s making me feel.
Okay, I'm scared, please don't do anything that would harm yourself.
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Dude, we're friends. I want to help.
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Look, I don't know what happened, but please, DON'T lose hope. And DON'T lose faith.
We're here if you need us.
I hope things can brighten up soon. Keep my words in mind... I just wanted to help as much as possible...
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It’s not myself I want to hurt. It’s more others. Though I highly doubt I’ll act on it. Don’t worry too much, these feelings usually surface when my sadness or anger is provoked. When I’m not those feelings, I’m my usual self.
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It’s on and off, and chances of me actually doing stupid stuff is minimal.
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Please tell me your not thinking about suicide.
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I wouldn’t ever do it. Sometimes it pops in imagination, but it’s in the manner of venting, not intention.
I usually think pretty dark stuff when I’m in moods.
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Thanks 👍.
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My heart just skipped a beat dude... God I was nearly freaking out... Don't scare me like that.
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Good. Like Akula said, I'm here if you want to talk.
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NP, if you want to talk to someone, me and the other boys are here for ya.
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My bad.
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NP, just please don't... His my friend and I hate to see him suffer.
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He's my friend, too. His a loyal member of the Legion.
Were all here for you, brother.
we all here for you mate
I've had that feeling before. Hope it passes quickly.
I hope you're doing okay and hope that everything's alright and hope what the problem will pass by.