In case you’re wondering.... · 3:46pm Sep 29th, 2020
If you all are wondering why I haven’t been writing these past couple days, or why I haven’t shown myself. Well.... it’s unbearable to say, but you all have the right to know.
2 days ago, I was in the middle of co-editing and writing with Israel Yabuki on one of our stories, and during our work time, my mom received a phone call which I thought it came from work. But when I start to hear her voice begin to crack, that’s when I started to get curious. And when she came back, she told me that my father, who has been in the hospital for a while, had passed away. When I heard that he was gone, I was immediately dead on the inside and my emotions began to swell up in my mind. I headed into my garage after receiving a hug from my mom. I dropped to my knees, shedding tears from my eyes as I let out mournful screams. Then I began to slam my fist against the concrete floor in anger and sorrow.
Soon word spread across our home, and soon my two other brothers became devastated as well. My young brother Jaden, couldn’t believe it at first and soon he cried so much that I began to cry as well.
I never thought the day came to earlier to hear that my father is now gone. And I know that he is now no longer in pain and is at peace now.
But the pain inside, would not go away, and I don’t think it’ll ever will.
This week I’ll be heading down to Texas to attend to his funeral. Hopefully that it’ll bring me closure. If it ever will.
So you all will not hear from me for while. At least, not until the pain has ceased.
From;
TheShadowKnight.
You have my condolences ShadowKnight
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sorry about your father my own father passed away two weeks ago so i know how you feel but continue to honor him all your life
and keep the memories you have of him alive and in your heart
I'm sorry.
She is in a better place now.
5366619
his father passed not his mom
Damn, sorry to hear that.
As someone that lost their mom 3 and a half years ago, I can say that the pain will go down in time, but it might take months if it's particularly bad for you.
That won't help right now, but the pain will drop eventually.
I felt the same way when my granddad Died. Not of COVID or an accident, he died several years ago of a heart attack, but even today when the date of his death comes, I still feel a bit of pain. It never truly goes away. So I think I at least partly understand what your going through. Don’t worry about your writing, take as long a break as you need.
Im sorry for your loss, you have my condolences, comrade.
I'm sorry for what has happened.
Take your time and heal bro. Don’t worry we’re not rushing you it’s not easy losing a father my condolences.
I am truly sorry for the loss of your father. I'm sure he must've been a great man. I'm sure I speak for all of us that we know how it feels to lose a loved one...
like how I lost my great grandparents, my aunt Lola, tio Luis and cousin Richard.
But just remember this: No matter where you go, your father will live on inside your heart.
Cherish the memories you had with him... as I do with my own family.
Wish I could give you a hug right now. Losing one of your parents is just so heartbreaking. I may not talk much but I'll always try to be there for my friends. Especially in times like these. My condolences to you and your family. If you need someone to talk don't hesitate to contact me. 🤗
My Condolences To you & Your Family. I know what its like to Lose a Parent Lost My Mom to a Drug Overdose 2 Years Ago in October 3 days after My Youngest Sister's 11th Birthday that Same Week She would of Gotten to meet her 6 Month old Grandchild. Your Father May Be Gone Physically but His Spirit Lives on Watching You From The Spirit World knowing that He Will Always Be Proud Of You & Will Think you know what? I Raised an Awesome Kid.
5366618
Sorry For Loss your Friend My Condolences To You & Your family.
5367585
thank you
I’m sorry for your loss But hopefully this won’t bring you down