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Our minds bend and our fingers fold. Entwined, we dream . . . I know.

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  • 112 weeks

    I feel like I've done enough here to justify the term 'resign'. I'm not sorry that I have had more pressing responsibilities, but I would be sorry to leave here...even though there's still no way to delete user pages for whatever reason. My ten-year mark as a fan of FiM is coming up in early September, but I don't really care for it at all anymore; the most I'll do is recognize some characters up

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  • 140 weeks
    Happy 2021 to all

    I wish you all the best! I'm just checking back in to report that I've been finding more and more time to write again, because, well, I quit my job again :'D And they're suffering without me once again :D I sacrificed my back, my mind and my sleep for them, and they only briefly appreciated my restless body and work ethic. But I'll be getting the crap out of Alabama soon enough — a couple more

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  • 151 weeks
    I can hardly find the time to write anymore...for now?

    I hope it's temporary, anyway. I've been working so many nights, so much, and I'm always so tired on the days that I am lucky enough to have off; I spend those days catching up on my sleep and hardly anything else. Our other night shift guy up and left all of a sudden, so I'm going to be working seven nights a week again. Yes, that's right, I've been doing that before for about three weeks

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  • 165 weeks
    I forgot to mention...

    Ask, rather. Does anyone happen to be looking for a roommate anywhere? I'm going to need help with that myself soo, too. I don't know how much longer I have here, but any response would be appreciated, regardless

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It's been a while since I spoke up about anything. · 2:50pm Mar 2nd, 2020

I've been working the night shift at work more often than not, so my sleep schedule has [normally] been okay, but for times like yesterday, I fell asleep many times before actually going to bed, where I really had the drive to write that night. And speaking of writing itself, I've been very slow at the least, but methodical at the most, making sure Hexagons 2 starts off strong. I can't stress enough how much this story means to me, and I'm well aware of how often I bring that fact up, but...it's all I have going on. In anything.

A few more violent suicidal urges aside, I've been making sure to enjoy what I can about my life and where I stand. A whole lot of that feels all the more true with how I've been...letting people go. Those who I felt I needed to try and look out for out of obligation, both to my own instinct and their troubled demeanor. But most of these people in question found it odd and strange that I'd go out of my way to ask them something as simple as if they're okay or not. They didn't care, so why should I? It's really been doing me good, as I have so much less to bring me down. I'm still fucking depressed, but I don't feel as bad.

I'm so sorry this all feels so detached, that I've not cared enough to say much here, or that I may seem that way right now, but I'm grasping.

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Comments ( 2 )

I try my best to talk to people who want to vent and stuff, I'm not the best to talk to unfortunately because of just how socially anxious/weird I may be. But I do try.

I'm open for anything though if you want to say something, even if I don't have the best advice, I'll listen.

Not that I think it matters but if you need to vent I will be willing to listen friend

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