Dec
6th
2019
Stuck in my head · 2:21am Dec 6th, 2019
Do you guys ever get stuck in your heads with your past, reliving all the pain you've felt before, Im caged inside of an inescapable prison in my my head where I relive watching my best friend die in my arms and being torn down by my sisters and being exiled from my family because of my depression and self hatred, i relive being out on the streets and watching my mother struggle with her depression and struggle with drug addiction, i feel so alone and dead inside
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Kody The Ultimate Brony · 116 views
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Been there, amigo.
I’m so sorry!
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I try to avoid it, i try to stay out of there but my demons drag me back in and make it hard to be alive anymore
Yeah. I've had that for a long time. You have a mother that has drug addiction? My bio mother has that! I've never met her, but knowing how she must have suffered made me hate drugs and alcohol to the point of wanting to destroy it in revenge for a long time.
Wow you've had it way rougher than me! I'm lucky to have been raised by a loving family at least.
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Sometimes, it takes an outside to help you.
How the fuck do you know why I stay up at night!?
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My failure at life senses are tingling, im such a failure it's a fuckin superpower
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I don't know anymore