Have you ever done something embarrassing and felt like everyone is staring at you, judging you silently? That's how social anxiety feels, going out into public and talking to people, on a daily basis, you second guess yourself constantly, it causes you to be on edge, constantly with the anxiety, the difference between being antisocial and having social anxiety is clear but misconstrued, and there are people out there who are highly antisocial, like me and also doesn't like human interaction

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Let me explain, it's losing the will to interact with people especially larger groups, avoiding them and sometimes abandoning social interaction for online interaction, why? Because the way I see it coming from someone who is also antisocial, for one I do it to avoid major conflict and to avoid people who will backstab you at any given chance, people who will make your life a living hell and not feel an ounce of regret, and just to avoid even the possibility because when you're online even

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I guess I get to do it again today

I'm sleeping under a bridge tonight! Wish me luck

Like, honestly, what was going through the people who created the internet and data's heads? "Okay, we're going to make the greatest innovation ever, everyone is going to want it, they'll be able to talk to their families, they'll be able to stream whatever videos they want, and they'll be able to do pretty much anything, but we're gonna be dicks and make them pay for it" I just find it stupid how we have to pay to watch TV and use the internet, and all that happy horseshit, and I'm not dissing

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Life sucks so fuck me running with a stolen dick, cuz I don't think it's getting any better any time soon

I WAS TOLD THAT EVERYONE'S FIGHT OR FLIGHT WILL KICK IN IF I GO UP TO A BUNCH OF NORMIES AND SAY "hiya everypony" BUT IT WAS A LIEEEEEEEEE!!!!! Oh... Wait nvm... I jumped the gun in this gun server

I may end up homeless again, the person I'm currently staying with is playing pretend that I don't have a job, all I do is sit around and smoke pot, so I guess the money I make I just pull it out of my ass right? And I smoke pot for medical reasons, it helps my depression, my anxiety, and my restless mind, so y'know what, I give up, fuck everything, I'm done trying

Hereeeeeee weeeeeee goooooo

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They're animeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee