I’ve Failed · 1:21am Dec 2nd, 2019
I’ve tried to help I really did. But damnit all, why should I fight on if I cant help others fight through this as well.
wanted to join a site where people are friendly. i'm medically diagnosed a suicidal, but i'm getting help. "Hello everypony, please be gentle with me."
I’ve tried to help I really did. But damnit all, why should I fight on if I cant help others fight through this as well.
Not everyone has the strength to keep moving forward. This much is true. But just because someone else dropped out of the race doesn’t mean you should to. You’ve made it this far, why stop now? I know it’s hard to see others in a similar situation give up, but you can’t let it consume you and drag you down. You tried to help. You did what you could to help them. At the end of the day, that’s all anyone can ask for.
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If that we’re true then why is Israel Yabuki and Carlos hurting because of this? Someone from the community is gone, and I couldn’t help, it’s a constant reminder that I failed. So tell me, was this really all they were asking for from me? Because it sure as hell doesn’t feel like it.
I honestly, truly wish that I had something to say that would help this. But I suck at putting feelings into words. I want to say something that could make you feel better, but.....all I have is this:
We're here for you. Whatever you need. If you want to talk.......I'm always available. I'm not going to say some sugary thing like: "everything is going to be perfectly okay" because life is messy. Things are almost never okay, but that doesn't mean we can't keep trying. I'm ready to do anything I can.
Best of luck, my friend. If you need to talk, I'm here.
I was the one who failed to save Adrian. It's my fault that I didn't persuade him enough to keep him alive, so I'm bearing the failure on my own, don't beat yourself up
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It’s ok. Once my parents drop me off from our trip imma find an isolated area in my neighborhood and join him. So I probably won’t be here in about a few hours.
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All I can say at this point is I’m sorry. I’ll put in a good word for you when I join him.
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No...............please don't do that. Please. Don't do that to yourself. Please. I'm begging you.
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Do not commit suicide, think about how much of an impact that would be on everyone. Your fellow bronies, your family, the ones who love you the most. Stay alive
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*internally yelling* damnit! Fine I won’t do anything drastic. My phone is about to the die so when I can after I’m done talking to my family about all this I’ll be back.
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The weight of all the world’s problems does not rest on your shoulders, and your shoulders alone. It’s not your fault. It’s not your sole responsibility. Even though Adrian is gone, I’m sure that he would want you and everyone else to keep on living.
So please, for the love of all things that exist, don’t kill yourself.
Dont leave. Please. If you die, a light will go out somewhere, and the world will be a little dimmer because of that.
I had a time in my life when I considered suicide, I trucked though it. Having the right people around you makes a big difference. Whether your help comes from people or brony, the help others can give is some of the best help in the world.