So tired · 4:37am Oct 3rd, 2019
I need a vacation from...life? Um, work? I've only been there for two months, but I'm dreadfully tired already. I'm still kicking though. Still, marching on and getting things done. We're slowly finding our stride, and after some...nine more months of this, I'll get a 2 month vacation in which to struggle with paying my rent, but I'll be given some time to get more things I want done. Like that book I keep waffling over, and maybe finish some stories I've been meaning to work on. Case in point, NC's story, which I'm still working on, and almost finished! I require some notes from my proof reader before I get to the last part, and then I'm to read somethings from my darling Mochastar and then write that Mr. And Ms Cake fic and probably a dozen other things I'm forgetting. Eventually I want to write my Twilight story, in which Twilight summons a succubus, my other Twilight story in which Twilight gets a new thing to study, my other story in which Twilight is studying and Trixie demands she take a break. An orgasm break, which Trixie is most assuredly willing to help with.
So much to write, so little time. So tired, so very tired. And atop all of this, still trying to work on Pocketful of Smiles. Even if I'm not totally sure I can give it the attention it deserves right now. Oooof, Rarity, darling, you really need to get your schedule back on track. Tis awfully shaky, right now, but things are still moving ahead.
In other story news, I'm thinking it's about Time to finally write the end of Diamond Dancer's story. I've discussed it here before but never actually put the story down. She is visited by the creature who is seeking to use her body as its vessel, and it attempts to possess her. Diamond flees, terrified, and manages to evade her tormentor. The creature, a nightmare, instead sets its sights on Dinky. Diamond realizes if it possesses Dinky, (and more importantly, Dinky's progress towards becoming Luna's Necromancer) it will be able to raise creatures of the dead and have an army to do its bidding. Realizing she can't let that happen, Diamond finds she's forced to either face the creature herself, or request aid from Princess Luna, knowing full well that if she tell's Luna what is going on, Luna will seek out the creature and destroy it. The problem being that the creature's existence is the only thing that's keeping Diamond alive. An extremely hard choice for a young scared filly to make. Action. Excitement. Adventure! I suppose that's the end of that arc, Fitting since the end of the series is coming up. Otherwise. Porn. I need to write more porn. It's been a while and I'm about due for more. Not porn of Diamond Dancer. Just porn in general.
Good lord, Why am I like this? 
I know the feeling about the vacation from life, but remember that writing little by little will get you there :) I believe in you.
You take as long as you need, Rarity. Your stories are always worth waiting for! I'm definitely looking forward to reading more Diamond Dancer adventures.
Take care and know we're here for you!
An inch of progress is still progress. Try not to overthink—lest mental fog clouds your activities. Best to relax and attempt at your own pace. Rushing will net you the same results, the burden of stress and the lack of progress, met only with more despair. You are more talented than you know with prose fluid yet not loose. You evoke senses by relying solely on empathy.
And you are the most generous mare I've ever met.
Do, and be, well.
~ Yr. Pal, Spike
Breathe :)
One step at a time is still moving forward *hugz*