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Jaycren


I have heard there are troubles of more than one kind. Some from ahead and some from behind.But I've bought a big bat, I'm all ready you see. Now my troubles will have troubles with me. - Dr. Seus

More Blog Posts75

  • 9 weeks
    How I plan to uncomplicate my life

    I've had to reorganize my life quite a bit. I have too many stories and other projects in too many places to update on a regular basis. So I am going to simplify my life.

    First, I will no longer be updating on this site. I will still be around and this account will not be deleted.

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  • 71 weeks
    The Blog Post You Are All Owed

    Alright First. I am still Alive. My attention has just been very distracted
    Secondly, I want to shout out to a few friends that I have been Remiss in talking too.

    True Edge - I look forward to what you're planning. Whatever it is. But please don't pull a Jaycren and forget others exist. Not my favorite personality trait.

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    1 comments · 195 views
  • 95 weeks
    And Here We Go

    These are the stories I have posted (in no particular order):
    Proper Care Of A Stray
    Heroes of Babysitting
    Players games play

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    0 comments · 164 views
  • 100 weeks
    Lets Try Something New

    I am going to try and start something. Basically I am going to start writing my gamer fic over on AO3 on a regular basis. The rules for that are simple. Every chapter I will try to kill the character count before the delete date. However I have to post by the delete date. I also want to continue posting my other stories, both here and on the other sites. I am doing this so that I can speed

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  • 100 weeks
    The Last Quick Blog, The End Of A Trilogy

    Alright, I have finally posted my Gamer fiction over on Ao3. Fair warning, their will be mature content. If you have a problem with any of that, go read something else. Get triggered on some other Author's work snowflake. If however the prospect of mature content does not deter you, then go and read The Players Games Play..

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Jul
29th
2019

Wake Me Up When August Ends · 12:07am Jul 29th, 2019

On August 9th, 9yrs ago my mother died of complications of diabetes brought on by Colon Cancer. She fought to the end. Afterwards the framework I built fell apart. I turned into a miserable bastard. Others in their own mourning and facing their own issues turned from me. This drove me deeper into that dark place. Notjohnharker was my rock, she refused to leave no matter how hard I raged or tried to get her to leave. There is a reason for my devotion to her. But the memories of that time, although faded, weigh on me. Yes, others failed me, but I failed those others too. It is easy to hold someone as they sob, but less so when they, in despairing rage throw a chair across a room. I came out of all of that stronger, better, and closer to who I want to be. But this time of year my nightmares close in on me. I dream of a faceless woman crying on my shoulder.

Over and Over again she whisperingly weeps, "He Won, He Beat Us."

I dream of a creature of horror. An evil thing in the shape of a man. He is happy with his new family. His crimes go unpunished and he laughs to his 'soulmate,' while his victims cry in the shadows.

My posting schedule will slow down, but it will not stop. I will not give in to this. Even though I write but a sentence a day, Though I only get to edit a small portion of what Twist sent me, I Will Not Stop.

I am Minaren Of The House Of Ren. The Ren Do Not Stop. We Do Not Get Turned Aside. We Go Over, We Go Around, We Go Under, Or We Go Through. We Do Not Stop.

I may lose, but I will fight and I will rise again. This I Swear.

All Hail The House Of Ren.

Thank you for listening.

Comments ( 4 )

I'll mark my calendar...

5095786
Thanks. Appreciate it.

I’m with you, man. :rainbowdetermined2:

5095835
Thanks, appreciate it.

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