Slowly recovering. · 9:52pm Jun 30th, 2019
Thanks to friends (Hudson I am looking at you!) and with therapy and such ongoing, I am slowly working up my appetite to write once more.
My depression remains unpredictable. I am hoping that if I can bring myself back into the process of writing, that it will aid me in distracting myself from my negativity and anxiety, and help to give me some purpose. This is also why I wash to start working on my model making again.
Ideally I would save money up to replace my broken dive computer and get back into scuba diving. But I do not see this happening. Unless I can find work, and convince my wife to let me use some of my salary to get these repairs done.
I am currently doing rather well. I have friends to thank for this. After my last rather public break down, my wife’s family abandoned me (apart from one sister-in-law who herself has mental health issues and therefore is gifted with empathy), my own family abandoned me, and I lost a good many friends,
So whilst lonely, I do have some true angels who may not understand what is going on with me? Yet they stick with me anyway.
Im rooting for you
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Thanks, Ty!
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Always man
You stuck by me through so much so your ass is stuck with me.
We're always here for you friend, always
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Thank you so much!
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Do you honestly want MY ass stuck to you?!?
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You're just an absolute legend, Ty. There will always be a spot at my campfire for you.
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Of course friend, it's the least I can do
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I appreciate your every kind word and thought, my friend.
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I always like to help if i can