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Saintkartano


I have an intense dislike of drive-thru ANYTHING.

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  • 9 weeks
    Despair.

    Despair, noun

    The overwhelming desire to vomit, after you spend thirty minutes trying to write a meaningful blog post to help free your mind and get your thoughts down ... only to accidentally close the FIM Fiction tab and lose the whole lot before you post it.

    See also: Control-eff-four syndrome.

    2 comments · 16 views
  • 18 weeks
    Compassion exhaustion.

    The title is self-explanatory.

    I have reached that point.

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compassion_fatigue

    3 comments · 39 views
  • 26 weeks
    Bringing it all back home!

    I am going to have to bite the bullet and actually park my arse down tomorrow and do some writing.

    Read More

    2 comments · 69 views
  • 33 weeks
    Almost ready to return to writing.

    I have an appointment with a neurologist tomorrow. I have everything crossed that they can help me with my thus far treatment resistant depression, or perhaps find a closer diagnosis.

    To this end, I want to start writing again. I think I will need to wait until the kids are back in school for me to have the time to.

    But we shall see.
    .

    2 comments · 29 views
  • 34 weeks
    Slowly recovering.

    Thanks to friends (Hudson I am looking at you!) and with therapy and such ongoing, I am slowly working up my appetite to write once more.

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    12 comments · 65 views
Jun
30th
2019

Slowly recovering. · 9:52pm Jun 30th, 2019

Thanks to friends (Hudson I am looking at you!) and with therapy and such ongoing, I am slowly working up my appetite to write once more.

My depression remains unpredictable. I am hoping that if I can bring myself back into the process of writing, that it will aid me in distracting myself from my negativity and anxiety, and help to give me some purpose. This is also why I wash to start working on my model making again.

Ideally I would save money up to replace my broken dive computer and get back into scuba diving. But I do not see this happening. Unless I can find work, and convince my wife to let me use some of my salary to get these repairs done.

I am currently doing rather well. I have friends to thank for this. After my last rather public break down, my wife’s family abandoned me (apart from one sister-in-law who herself has mental health issues and therefore is gifted with empathy), my own family abandoned me, and I lost a good many friends,

So whilst lonely, I do have some true angels who may not understand what is going on with me? Yet they stick with me anyway.

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Comments ( 12 )

Im rooting for you

5082619
Always man

You stuck by me through so much so your ass is stuck with me.

We're always here for you friend, always

5082954
Do you honestly want MY ass stuck to you?!?

5082714
You're just an absolute legend, Ty. There will always be a spot at my campfire for you.

5083491
Of course friend, it's the least I can do

5083851
I appreciate your every kind word and thought, my friend.

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