• Member Since 15th Aug, 2018
  • offline last seen Last Thursday

Saint Kartano


I will not be back on here. Find me on Discord: saintkartano

Nov
17th
2023

I won't be back here. · 4:32pm Nov 17th, 2023

Reach me (for whatever fucking reason I have no idea) via my Discord or such.

Bye.

Report Saint Kartano · 45 views ·
Oct
18th
2023

Amalgamating friends · 8:16pm Oct 18th, 2023

Since I rarely get onto this server to end up chatting with or catching up with anyone, I'm just amalgamating everyone to the one server:

It Is A Silly Little Game

Report Saint Kartano · 37 views ·
Mar
16th
2023

Vale Antsca - Andy. Rest In Peace. · 10:00pm Mar 16th, 2023

God I’m broken up so badly.

We will all love and miss you so much.

https://www.legacy.com/us/obituaries/name/andrew-cadwell-obituary?id=50029707

Report Saint Kartano · 86 views ·
Feb
23rd
2023

Mr Derp Face · 5:26am Feb 23rd, 2023

This is another of those obscure FIMFIC members that I remember conversing with a great deal on my old account.

They were hilarious to chat with and had this fascinating writing style - including a habit of engineering completely new words!

I often wonder if they're still around.

Jan
27th
2023

Work Searches · 7:39pm Jan 27th, 2023

It never fails.

I feel so guilty about not working on my story.

Presently I am back to searching for work.

Read More

Nov
30th
2022

Desperate to write, work issues, floods · 7:51pm Nov 30th, 2022

Every time I get a chance to sit at my PC and I'm not actively combating depression-induced fugue, it seems I'm assailed by a thousand other things I need to do rather than actually write anything. This includes personal stories I'm writing for people as well as my current MLP story.

I've just spent six weeks fighting a Symfony thin client trying to get a development system running so I can actually bill some hours.

Read More

Report Saint Kartano · 86 views ·
Oct
31st
2022

Wishing I could write, stressing about work · 9:03pm Oct 31st, 2022

I keep hoping that I will awake someday and have the desire to write once again. I have a lot of stories in the works including some personal stories that I've been writing just for particular people.

Read More

Report Saint Kartano · 69 views ·
Oct
5th
2022

The Upshot of Ketamine Therapy · 5:28pm Oct 5th, 2022

I've been through two therapy sessions so far. I think those will be the only ones I subject myself to. I do understand that the treatment is probably useful for some candidates - but I can categorically state I'm not one of them. The sedating effects and the odd numbness weren't the issue - it was the dissociation. I've never experienced that before, and if I had issues with panic disorder before ... I most certainly have them more than ever now. Being out of control with terror, yet

Read More

Report Saint Kartano · 69 views ·
Aug
18th
2022

Ketamine Therapy · 6:14am Aug 18th, 2022

Having fought clinical depression now since it first reared its ugly head during my first year of undergraduate studies back in 1996 ... and failed.

I am to undergo my first round of ketamine therapy tomorrow.

Let's see if this will help me at all.

Report Saint Kartano · 94 views ·
Aug
1st
2022

They live amongst us. · 1:28am Aug 1st, 2022

I know it's always tempting to escalate an interaction with pieces of human garbage like Bendy describes here.

But please try not to escalate these situations.

Homophobic Encounter.

Report Saint Kartano · 83 views · #Homophobia