A Break · 8:06pm Apr 4th, 2019
I'm taking a break from writing, guys. I just need it. I've been pushing myself for months, trying to push past the friends I've lost, to push past the isolation, but...
...I can't ignore it anymore. I've gotta take time to think. To really think. I know I've been doing this a lot, so if you don't believe me on all this...Well, I don't blame you. Who believes someone like me anyway, am I right? Fuck, I don't even know if I want to continue writing right now. Part of me does, but another part of me doesn't, or isn't sure. I've lost so much. A sister, a brother, a lover, friends, respect, drive, happiness... I'm not sure what to do.
So I'm taking a break. To think on what I want to do, what I need to do. I just...I just need time. I don't know what's going on with me right now, and I need time.
...For what it's worth, I'm sorry.
It's alright. Take your time.
I may be absent, but I never forget.
At least, my recovery of my hands is slowly improving - as the ligaments had been giving me grief. Thus, my silence.
My best wishes to you, dear anon - may your recovery be complete!
Just do what you got to do.
Do what you need to do, man. If you need a break, then take a break. We can’t keep writing on a daily basis, our fingers might fall off.