Christmas Advent Calendar 2018 Day 24

On the 1st day of Christmas, my true love gave to me..., A nutshack on a ...you know fuck this shit...I'm out...

Hello guys and...you might be wondering...where's the Christmas special at? Where's the prologue thingy at even though I explained that part already...kind of... Well, bad news...all around. And I'm ashamed to say it's mostly because of me. It's my fault. I thought I could make the deadline and I just can't. Granted though this was my first time experimenting with this kind of stuff, so...yeah...but still though it has gotten me down. And not just myself either, but this year's Christmas for me has been...well shit. It has not been a good Christmas, if anything really depressing. Got in trouble with some people, owed some money to some...uhhh...let's just say bad people...and overall...it' just been shit. I was honestly looking forward to this year's Christmas but...it hasn't fun or easy for me and honestly that only adds to the responsibility of writing and...I failed on all fronts. I'm sorry. I'll try not to do any more deadlines in the future. Will i still do the Halloween and Christmas specials? Of course, I have ideas for it. But it'll come out whenever it comes out, hopefully around the specific holiday. And it's not like I'm lying to you guys and I have a stick up my ass with nothing written, I have good chunks of the prologue and the special finished, I just need to finish it and I've been trying me best to do that. I just didn't want to rush it is all. So...with that in mind, I'll try and get the special out as soon as possible and the prologue as well. Right now I'm going to get myself cleaned up, get some egg nog...and crash on the couch or something...

Hope you all have a much better Christmas than I have been having and...well...good night y'all...and I'll see you all in 2019...because if one thing is for sure, I ain't giving up on this writing stuff...just know that...