Drowning in WIPs · 7:01am Nov 13th, 2018
I'm making progress on TFW slowly but surely but the problem is I need to write chapters 8-12 before I can get to chapters 13+ and those are the chapters that I want to write NOW and brain is stubbornly refusing to write what I need it to write so instead it's writing whatever the heck it wants to write so I'm just gonna let it do its own thing until it wears itself out and I'll be sitting in the pilot's seat again.
Also many other projects are being sidelined because they're... not as good or fun to write as some other ones. Not to mention the backlog. BUT! Good news in my personal life, I can actually afford to pay off debts and bills and such now, at the expense of being in high levels of physical pain. I'll probably be investing in CBD oil or maybe a prescription narcotic... but my state just voted to legalize medicinal cannabis so I may use that soon which will ease a lot of the stress and anxiety (and muscular pain) that's keeping me from being able to just sit down and write uninhibited.
With that being said I'm also encountering the problem where I don't wanna write the beginning chapters because the middle chapters are so much more fun. This is haaaaaaard. But I want to thank everyone for their endless patience.
