I think I feel okay · 11:58pm Aug 28th, 2018
I've tried writing this blog nine times now. I don't know how. I don't know what to say other than the certainty that I'll finally be updating Hexagons ONCE after almost nine months. I just... I just want life to be an adventure similar to what I've been writing about. And I want death to be the same way. I don't care if it's written 'wrong' by others' standards: I'm a man of faith and want, and I want to be free of the ways I torment myself. I want no more to do with this world of ours, and I want to be born again, if at all.
I'd kindly appreciate it if you read this new chapter, even if it might not make total sense to you.
Wait, is this just about the story or.....
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In retrospect, I think it was about me getting more and more exhausted with my own life and wishing it could be a different experience altogether, similar to the story. But it was off of a random fit of sadness that I felt, and still do feel every now and then, less so than before.
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Are you feeling better?